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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

‘Talk me through yesterday,’ PC Amin asks.

‘It was… normal. School was school. We walked home together as far as Deene Street, that’s when we go our separate ways. Ryan said he might be over later to visit Kieron and…’ Connor shrugs. ‘He didn’t come round.’

‘Did you go out last night, Connor?’

‘No. I stayed in with my family.’

‘And your family consists of?’

‘My brother, Kieron, he’s just out of hospital so I was spending some time with him. My mum, she went to bed really early, she’d been sleeping on the ward and was knackered. And my dad, although he went out after tea.’

‘Where did he go?’

‘Dunno. He’s a vet so he’s often called out at night.’

‘Did it strike you as odd that Ryan didn’t come to your house after he said he might?’

‘No. His parents have split up and sometimes his mum wants Ryan to stay in with her. She’s a mess.’

‘Where is Ryan’s dad?’

‘Dunno. Ryan hasn’t heard from him since he moved out.’

‘He must be upset about that?’

‘Yeah. I guess.’ Connor can’t keep his body still, everything moving, his toes, his knees, his fingers curling and uncurling.

‘Could Ryan have gone to him?’

‘He doesn’t know where he is.’

‘And you haven’t had any contact with Ryan since you said goodbye yesterday on Deene Street. No texts?’

‘No.’ Connor shakes his head. ‘Oh. I tried to FaceTime him last night but he didn’t pick up. God, was he… was he missing then? I thought…I had a weird feeling that something was wrong, but I thought I was paranoid because of Tyler, but now they’re both…’ Connor’s voice sticks in his throat. He covers his face with his hands for a few moments. ‘Sorry. Carry on.’

‘Ryan’s mum has told us that he left his house around 8.30. Told her he was heading over to yours.’

There’s a short, sharp jab to Connor’s stomach, the knowledge that Ryan is missing because he’d left his house to see Connor, a punch to his gut. Is it his fault? Is everything his fault? He begins to shake. His legs, his body, his teeth clattering together, it seems impossible that PC Amin can’t hear them rattling in his skull.

‘Let’s talk about the residential.’ PC Amin leans back on his chair while Connor leans forward in his, dragging in a deep breath.

‘Obviously the tragedy with Hailey was… tragic,’ the officer says.

No shit.

Connor steals a glance at Mr Marshall. He is looking out of the window but Connor sees the stiffness in his shoulders, the clench in his jaw.

‘We were properly supervised but…’