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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

‘Yeah. Your dad took me home first but Tyler was… normal on the journey.’

Connor’s thumbs flew over the keypad of his phone. ‘I’ve told him we’re heading in.’

They had raced up the steps, passing Amber on the way. She glowered at Connor and he lowered his head, felt the heat on his cheeks.

‘Can’t wait to be out of this dump.’

‘You and me both.’

‘Boys!’ Mr Marshall’s voice boomed down the corridor. ‘You’re late for class. Don’t forget I’m watching you. Both of you.’

Connor had hurried towards his form room knowing that to be true. He felt Mr Marshall’s angry eyes on him even when he wasn’t at school. The way Mum felt she was always being watched by some random in a white car. Connor had thought she was batshit crazy but now he wondered whether it was true. Whether everyone is watching someone. Feeling shivers running down their spine. The hairs on the back of their neck standing on end.

Come to think of it, he’d been noticing a white car lately. Outside the graveyard. Crawling down the street as he walked with Ryan and Tyler. He tried to dismiss it. It’s only because Mum kept going on that he’s started to believe her. There are hundreds of white cars.

Thousands.

Nevertheless, he was on edge. Waiting for something to happen.

Something bad.

Where was Tyler?

The class had started by the time Connor took his seat. Dumped his pencil case on his desk. Into the wood was a fresh scratch, a deep groove. Words gouged out with a compass.

I KNOW.

It happened mid-afternoon, like something out of a film. Police marching into the classroom while the kids exchanged uneasy glances. A few years ago, uniformed officers would have been a source of excitement. Jokes. But there have been too many shootings at American schools. Too many terrorist attacks all over the world. His generation don’t have the innocence of those before. They don’t believe people are inherently good. They’ve grown up with Twitter, Facebook, YouTube, the worst of humanity streaked across their screens.

One of the policemen whispered to their teacher before addressing the class.

‘We’re going to be calling you in one by one to speak to you.’ The officer caught Connor’s eye. Connor’s hand had crept over the ‘I KNOW’ on his desk, his palm was hot as though the words burned into his skin, branding him.

When the police had left the room, Connor’s eyes began to sting. He blinked furiously. He would not cry.

For a minute, he allowed himself to forget that Mum was no longer the person he trusted most in the world. To forget that the last time he had relied on her to make everything better it had all fallen apart. Connor sent her a text from underneath his desk.