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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

‘We had a row. It was vicious. He accused me of loving Kieron more than him. He was upset. Out of control. Screaming at me, asking how I’d feel if he went missing like Ryan. You know how angry he’s been since Hailey’s stroke. How he blames me. He’s staged his own disappearance to teach me a lesson.’

‘But the blood—’

‘Was only a smidgen. You know blood loss always looks more severe than it is. He probably pricked his finger with a needle and smeared it against the wall. He thought I’d believe he’d been taken by the same person that took Ryan, but…’ She gestures towards Ryan with one hand.

‘Lucy.’ Aidan doesn’t quite know what to say. Do. He needs to get Ryan out of here, but he’s already consumed by what comes after. The police. The charges.

The thought of Lucy in prison wounds him. ‘I don’t know what you’re thinking—’

‘But you do. That’s why you’re here. You opened the parcel of anti-rejection drugs I’ve bought. What did you think I was going to do? What was running through your mind as you came here? Really?’

‘I thought that you’d decided to carry out a living liver transplant, taking a lobe of Connor’s liver to save Kieron.’ It’s sickening saying the words, sickening that she doesn’t deny them, but he knows it is possible. It was something they had discussed as a possibility when they first realized that one day Kieron would need a transplant.

‘Partial liver transplants from a live donor are becoming more common,’ Lucy had told him one night as they’d sat in bed not long after Kieron had been diagnosed. She’d spent sixteen years training as a transplant surgeon and she was one of the best. Aidan often thought it a shame she’d walked away, retrained in orthopaedics after the time it took her to qualify but he understood why she did. Why she felt unable to carry on the life or death operations, not that any surgery was without risk, of course. She idly ran her forefinger down his wrist. ‘Although the first partial transplant was carried out more than a decade ago it’s still not standard practice but when they’re used it’s generally for kids rather than adults so…’

‘Kieron?’ Aidan had felt a smidgen of excitement. He’d tried not to dwell on what would happen when his son reached transplant stage, but it was hard not to allow dark thoughts to creep in. Although he’d be so grateful if Kieron received a new organ, the inevitability of explaining to Kieron that somebody had died which had enabled him to live was something of a heavy weight on his chest. ‘Are they as effective as a full transplant?’