Back All For You
Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

There’s a muffled sound. Lucy is crying.

‘I never should have operated. Her blood pressure was high and…’

‘Blood pressure in patients is usually high. White coat syndrome. You weren’t to know that hypertension runs in her family. She’s a little overweight but…’

‘But what if I missed something?’ Lucy’s voice is high and anguished. ‘I was tired. Exhausted. I should have finished my shift but Connor wanted me, begged me… oh God.’ Again tears. The spurt of a coffee machine. ‘Did I miss something?’

Julie clicks off the recording and watches him. Waiting for a reaction. Inside, Aidan’s organs twisted and writhed and fought to be free but on the outside he was impassive.

‘Get out. I’m leaving.’ He pulled his seatbelt across his body. Put his hand on the gear leaver and hoped that Julie did not see the tremble of his fingers. ‘Get out,’ he said again when Julie made no move to do so.

‘I won’t.’

Aidan’s heart galloped out the rhythm: ‘I won’t-I won’t-I won’t-I won’t’.

‘What…’ Aidan’s mouth was incredibly dry. His tongue felt incredibly thick. He eyed up his bottle of water in the centre console but wouldn’t give her the satisfaction of knowing she had unnerved him.

Unnerved wasn’t strong enough.

He was petrified.

‘What do you want?’ He loathed to think. ‘Money?’

She cocked her head to one side, he could almost hear her thoughts slipping around.

‘Because you’re not getting cash from me. Recording my wife is… immoral, probably illegal and proves nothing. Hailey’s stroke was a terrible, terrible accident. Lucy wasn’t at fault.’

‘But she thinks she was,’ Julie said. ‘And so do I. High blood pressure runs in the family. What kind of doctor doesn’t even pick that up?’

‘When people are anxious, distressed, in pain, their blood pressure rises. I see it every day with the animals—’

‘We’re not animals,’ she threw at him.

‘Well, Hailey isn’t,’ he bounced back. ‘Where did you record that anyway?’

‘The hospital canteen. Stephen let me know about Hailey, God knows how he found me, and I went in to see her. I… I do… I am fond of her, despite how it seems. I looked through the window and she was… just lying there and I couldn’t… Fuck!’ She slammed her palm against the glove box. A stinging slap that Aidan felt in his own hand. ‘Anyway, I went to get a coffee and overheard your wife and her friend and realized they were talking about my daughter and so I recorded them.’