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Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

‘Neither of them are picking up. We’ll take you home in a few minutes.’

PC Amin clatters into the kitchen. ‘I saw… in the next room… your daughter. How is she?’

‘She’s better for seeing young Connor. She’s been scant of visitors, I’m afraid.’

‘You couldn’t persuade her mum to come then?’ PC Leighton blurts. ‘Sorry, I didn’t meant to mention—’

‘But Hailey’s mum is… dead. She’s dead,’ Connor says with certainty. Hailey wouldn’t have made up anything so awful. ‘Mr Marshall?’

Mr Marshall averts his eyes and Connor notices the red flush travelling up his neck. Doubt niggles at him. ‘She is dead, isn’t she?’ But this time it’s a question, not a statement. Hailey can’t have lied to him. She just wouldn’t.

‘No. She isn’t,’ Mr Marshall says quietly.

‘But… but…’ Connor flounders, trying to make sense of it all until a thought occurs to him. ‘Does Hailey know she’s alive?’

‘No.’ Mr Marshall fixes Connor with a stony stare. He’s back. The gentle father disappearing and in his place the stern headmaster Connor knows and fears. ‘Don’t judge me, boy. You’ve no idea what I’ve been through.’

‘What you’ve been through?’ Connor doesn’t check himself. He doesn’t care that his voice is raised. That his fists are clenched. ‘You’ve let Hailey believe her mum died.’

‘It was kinder that way.’

‘I don’t know ho—’

‘It’s none of your business.’ Mr Marshall takes a step towards Connor but Connor stands his ground, fury rooting him to the spot.

‘Let’s all calm down.’ PC Amin steps between them. ‘Connor, Hailey’s mum was… troubled.’

‘A junkie, if you must know. She had a choice between her child and drugs.’

Connor turns this over in his mind. Today he’d learned a lesson that he’d always been too quick to judge. To blame.

But still he says, ‘You could have helped her?’

‘The only person who can help an addict is an addict. They have to want to change. She could have cleaned up. Come back. But she never did.’

‘But now?’ Connor gestures vaguely towards the wall separating them from Hailey. ‘Does she know about… now?’

‘Yes,’ Mr Marshall says. ‘PC Leighton helped me to track her down.’

‘I have a daughter,’ PC Leighton says. ‘And I can’t imagine not being in her life. I wanted to help.’

‘I saw her,’ Mr Marshall says. ‘And she played the concerned mother, asking questions. I thought… I thought she was interested in Hailey but all she was interested in was who was at fault.’

‘She must be angry.’ Connor knew if anything happened to him his mum would fight for the truth. Fight to do whatever she could to help.