Back All For You
Chapters (109)
  1. Cover
  2. READERS ARE GIVING ALL FOR YOU FIVE STARS!
  3. Also by Louise Jensen
  4. About the Author
  5. Note to Readers
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
  8. Chapter One
  9. Chapter Two
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Chapter Seven
  15. Chapter Eight
  16. Chapter Nine
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Part Two
  49. Chapter Forty-One
  50. Chapter Forty-Two
  51. Chapter Forty-Three
  52. Chapter Forty-Four
  53. Chapter Forty-Five
  54. Chapter Forty-Six
  55. Chapter Forty-Seven
  56. Chapter Forty-Eight
  57. Chapter Forty-Nine
  58. Chapter Fifty
  59. Chapter Fifty-One
  60. Chapter Fifty-Two
  61. Chapter Fifty-Three
  62. Chapter Fifty-Four
  63. Chapter Fifty-Five
  64. Chapter Fifty-Six
  65. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  66. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  67. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  68. Chapter Sixty
  69. Chapter Sixty-One
  70. Chapter Sixty-Two
  71. Chapter Sixty-Three
  72. Chapter Sixty-Four
  73. Chapter Sixty-Five
  74. Chapter Sixty-Six
  75. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  76. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  77. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  78. Chapter Seventy
  79. Chapter Seventy-One
  80. Chapter Seventy-Two
  81. Chapter Seventy-Three
  82. Chapter Seventy-Four
  83. Chapter Seventy-Five
  84. Chapter Seventy-Six
  85. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  86. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  87. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  88. Chapter Eighty
  89. Chapter Eighty-One
  90. Chapter Eighty-Twos
  91. Chapter Eighty-Three
  92. Chapter Eighty-Four
  93. Chapter Eighty-Five
  94. Chapter Eighty-Six
  95. Chapter Eighty-Seven
  96. Chapter Eighty-Eight
  97. Chapter Eighty-Nine
  98. Chapter Ninety
  99. Chapter Ninety-One
  100. Part Three
  101. Chapter Ninety-Two
  102. Chapter Ninety-Three
  103. Chapter Ninety-Four
  104. The Following Letter Contains Spoilers
  105. Acknowledgements
  106. Book Club Questions
  107. Extract
  108. Chapter One
  109. About the Publisher

He placed another chip on his tongue. Wiped his greasy fingers on his jeans. When the song had finished he offered Hailey one of his earbuds. Swiped through his music.

‘This is my favourite song. It’s old but… not as old as Ray Charles, I guess, but…’

‘Oasis!’ She nodded approvingly as ‘Don’t Go Away’ began.

They sat on the bench long after the chips had been eaten. Long after the sun had begun to set. Taking it in turns to share their playlists. Getting to know each other through music and lyrics.

Hailey introduced him to Etta James’ ‘I’d Rather Go Blind’. Had Connor heard it on the radio he wouldn’t have listened, wouldn’t have appreciated it, but now, with the sky tinged with pinks and reds, he fell into the soothing tones. Then watched anxiously for Hailey’s reaction as he followed it up with The Verve’s ‘Bittersweet Symphony’.

It is hard for Connor to carry on talking. Remembering. Hailey’s face is more relaxed than it had been when he arrived. He wants to share with her the memory of their first kiss. He had walked her home after the batteries on their phones had died but his head, his heart, had still been filled with music. On the corner of her street, she’d raised her face to his expectantly and he had grazed his lips gently against hers, asking a question she had answered by winding her arms around his neck and pulling him closer. He wants to share it all with her but he doesn’t. Conscious of Mr Marshall in the next room.

Instead, Connor pulls out his earbuds, untangles them, before realising he doesn’t have his phone.

Hailey’s eyes flicker to the iPad on the dark mahogany table. He opens the cover and an app opens up. He sees it is to help Hailey communicate. He opens YouTube and searches for the song he has listened to endlessly since that first night.

‘Don’t Go Away’.

Her lips flutter a brief smile as he finds it.

Gently, he holds an earbud against her ear, taking the other for himself. They listen together, in silence, his hand on hers.

After the song has ended, her fingers gently squeeze his and this one small gesture brings tears to his eyes. He stands but doesn’t move towards the door, his feet reluctant to walk away from her. Away from the hope he feels for the first time in such a long time.

‘I’ll see you soon,’ he promises, knowing that he will come back, not as her boyfriend but as something else, if he is still welcome once he has told Mr Marshall the truth.

It is time.

He walks slowly down the hallway. Eyes flickering towards the entrance of the basement. How could he ever have thought that Tyler and Ryan were down there?

‘Mr Marshall?’ he calls. ‘I’m ready to talk.’