Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

I hear a key in the door and panic. I grab my bag. I’m not ready for her yet. I look around for somewhere to hide and find a corner by the curtain I can just about fit into. I stay there, barely breathing, as I hear Joanne walk to the kitchen. She seems to be speaking to someone yet I sense she is alone; is she on the phone?

‘They’ve kept him in – can you do anything?’ Silence as she listens, which makes me think I’m right about the phone.

‘But what about Mary? When can I meet her? Surely it’s time?’

I know who she’s speaking to now and I feel a stab of anger. Gerry. He’s become attached to Joanne, as I’d feared he would. I think about texting him from my hideaway, but what would that achieve? I must wait for Aoife. That’s the plan; that’s what I must do.

While I wait, I listen as Joanne clatters in the kitchen, all the while speaking to Gerry. She’s starting to sound scared.

‘But what if she comes here first? What if she’s angry like you said she might be?’

I almost snort my disgust. Judas. When Aoife finds out what he’s said, she’ll make him pay. I hear a click as Joanne pushes the kettle button down.

‘Mary.’

‘Aoife?’ I whisper.

‘Shhhh.’

I exhale my relief she’s here.

‘What’s Joanne doing?’ she asks.

‘Talking to Gerry.’

‘Always weak, that man.’

I feel a stab of something – protection? It was Gerry, after all, who saved me.

‘He’s on our side, though,’ I say.

‘I’ve told you, never trust a man. It’s only the two of us we can trust.’

‘Yes,’ I say, before hearing Joanne move into the living room. I freeze.

‘Not long now,’ Aoife says. ‘Be strong. We can do it – together we can do anything.’

I listen. Joanne is on the sofa now. There is silence.

‘Have you got the knife?’ Aoife asks. I look at the knife in the waistband of my skirt, just like it was all those years ago.

‘Yes,’ I whisper back.

‘Good. Then it’s time.’

‘Who’s there?’

I can almost see Joanne now, upright on the sofa, scanning the room for the origin of the sound.

‘Come on.’ Aoife’s tone is urgent and she’s right; we’re only going to get one shot at this.

‘Let’s go,’ she says. ‘Let’s eliminate the proof once and for all.’

I stand. Joanne sees me and pushes herself back against the pillows she neatly stacked the night before. I pull the knife from my skirt.

‘Mary?’ Joanne asks.

It must be strange for her to see me after all this time. I nod.

‘Mary, Gerry is coming to help you.’ Her face is white, eyes taking in the room, searching for her phone.