Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Bremer looked interested. ‘OK, I’m going to take Mr Eyre to his car. Let me know when I get back.’

When he’d gone she just sat and stared at the desk, trying to ignore the conclusion she’d already drawn.

Joanne had come back to find the policeman who’d saved her and Gerry had tried to cover it up. But why? And how far had he gone to make sure they weren’t linked?

And then she realised. If Gerry carried Aoife’s baby to safety, then Gerry must know the person who handed her to him.

Mary.

Fifty-four

Now – Eve

I pull petals off the roses Gerry brought me. ‘My husband loves me, my husband loves me not,’ petals fall on the kitchen floor, ‘my husband loves me, my husband loves me not …’

‘Eve?’

I close my hand round the head of the rose and crush it. ‘My husband loves me not.’ I turn to face him.

‘What’s the matter? Has Mary been here again?’

‘Why would you think that?’

His face is one of studied concern. ‘You just seem angry.’

‘I’m not angry. I’m annoyed we’ve got ourselves into a position where the police are now circling.’

‘And you blame me for that?’

‘It was your idea.’

‘But you agreed.’

He’s right. I did. When Mary sent her latest creation, it felt different from the others. Like she was stepping up her attack. So we agreed it made sense to wrong-foot her by going public. ‘But I didn’t agree to the rest, did I?’ And that is the crux.

Gerry sits down. ‘I had a run-in with Bremer.’

I stare at him. This just keeps getting worse. He is pale and his hands are shaking. I soften. We are, after all, in this together and if we fight we’re doing Mary’s job for her.

I put the kettle on. ‘Or would you prefer a glass of wine?’

‘A beer would be good.’

I open the fridge and take out a bottle of wine and a beer. Popping the lid, I hand it to him before getting myself a glass and joining him at the table.

‘What happened?’

‘I went to see Carla and he told me to leave. I refused.’

I am lost for words.

‘He thinks you have something to do with Connor’s death.’

‘What? That’s absurd.’ I almost laugh.

‘Is it?’ Gerry’s eyes don’t leave my face, searching it for the answer he wants. I take a mouthful of wine.

‘I need a cigarette.’

‘No, please, Eve, answer the question.’

‘Are you seriously asking me if I murdered a man?’

‘Yes.’

I stand, grab my wine and pull open the kitchen door. Gerry follows me. After a couple of drags I’m able to reply.

‘Why do you think I killed a man, Gerry?’