Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

‘Yes. She’d been abused by this man who’d killed her best friend in front of her. The baby was proof of what he’d done and taking it was like some sort of insurance policy.’

‘But that would require careful thought, wouldn’t it?’ Carla said, ‘and I can’t imagine a fifteen-year-old being that savvy moments after her best friend was killed. Maybe she wanted to save it because she loved Aoife.’

The men shared a glance but Carla didn’t care. Something was irritating her, something she couldn’t remember, but which she had a feeling mattered to the case.

‘When did you say the officer left Hampshire Police?’

‘Right after the case went to court, so about a year.’

‘And you say he’d been in the police for about two years by that point?’

Eyre nodded, watching her carefully.

‘And his age at the time he transferred?’

‘I’d say around twenty-one.’

Carla stood. ‘Can I use your office?’

Bremer looked questioningly at her, but when she didn’t reply he said, ‘Sure.’

Carla grabbed her notebook and with an apologetic smile at Eyre, went into Bremer’s office and closed the door.

She rang HR. Three short minutes later, she heard what she’d hoped against hope she wouldn’t.

‘And you’re sure? He transferred from Hampshire Police?’

‘Absolutely sure. The third of September, 1984.’

It was Gerry. She’d remembered him telling her he was lucky he was only going to have to serve twenty-eight years to get his pension and it hadn’t occurred to her to ask why not the usual thirty. But now she knew. He’d transferred from Hampshire Police, bringing his pension with him, at precisely the time Mary had gone missing.

Gerry was the officer on the beach. The age fitted – Gerry was coming up to fifty-five, so at the time of the murder thirty-five years ago he would have been twenty. Then she remembered the phone call to Joanne.

Joanne who was thirty-five. Joanne who was adopted because she’d been abandoned.

Carla had no idea what to do. She’d kept the phone call a secret and now that call was the one thing to link Joanne to the O’Brian murder. And what about Gerry? The man who’d helped her so much over the years, and not just in work but in life, too. He’d been the first person she’d told when Baz asked her to marry him and the first she’d confided in over her fears of having a baby. She put her head in her hands. She couldn’t lose another person from her life, not now, not after Baz had gone.

Bremer knocked on the door and opened it. ‘You looked like you had a lead there?’

Carla looked up, startled. ‘Not sure, still firming it up.’