Chapters (64)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Five Years Later
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Fifty-five
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Canelo Crime
- About the Author
- Also by Sheila Bugler
‘I know. But let’s do it over dinner, okay? Go and sit down. I’ll pour a glass of wine and bring it out to you.’
‘No wine for me,’ she said, ‘it’s too hot. I’ll get some water instead.’
He frowned but didn’t say anything. She wondered if he had already guessed she was pregnant. She’d never been a heavy drinker, but she normally had a glass of wine with her evening meal. The idea that he’d worked it out but hadn’t pushed her to talk about it until she was ready, was sweet.
Despite her reservations about eating meat the food was amazing. As it always was when Adam cooked. Clodagh knew he preferred his own cooking to the meals she prepared and, although this sometimes irritated her, mostly she was happy to let him take control of what they ate. The days he wasn’t in London, he spent hours in the kitchen preparing delicious, complicated meals that Clodagh could never imagine making herself. Eating them was another matter. She didn’t have weighing scales but she guessed she must have put on at least half a stone since moving in with him. If she wasn’t careful, she would be the size of a house by the time she was nine months pregnant.
‘I wanted to apologise,’ Adam said, as they ate. ‘You were completely right about Robbie. I should have told the police as soon as I found out Nick had been murdered.’
‘You mean that?’
Relief washed through her. She had been dreading revisiting this and having another row.
‘The truth is, I’ve known all along I needed to tell them. Hearing you say the same thing last night put me on the defensive. You made me realise what an ass I’d been. I was angry with myself so I lashed out at you instead. Do you think you can forgive me?’
‘Of course,’ Clodagh said. ‘What happened with Robbie must have been terrible for you. I just wish you’d spoken to me about it, Adam.’
Her mind jumped back to three months earlier, when she’d first started to question whether moving here had been the right thing to do. Almost overnight, Adam became secretive and tetchy, showing a side of himself she’d never seen before and wasn’t sure she liked. It was good to finally understand there’d been a reason for his strange behaviour. Although she didn’t like the idea that he’d been hiding such a big secret from her. She might not be a world expert on romance, but she knew enough to understand that wasn’t how a relationship was meant to work.