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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

‘Of course,’ he said. ‘The skiing trip.’

He was glad she was going skiing; he loved her and he wanted her to be happy.

But he was also sad. Because he was not going to see Annabelle for twelve days.

Twelve whole days.

She was going home today. And then tomorrow she was going skiing for a week in Chamonix. Then she would be at home in Richmond for Christmas, and then at her cousins’ house in Scarborough for Boxing Day and then, finally, they would be reunited on 27 December, when he was catching a train and going to stay with her.

He couldn’t bear the thought of it. Over the last two years – other than for a few days here or there – they had been inseparable. One night, as they lay together, arms and legs entwined, she had said to him, I didn’t know it was possible to feel like this.

Me too, he said. I want to be with you all the time.

I know. I knew I liked you when we met, but I had no idea it would turn into this.

It was the same for me, he said. As soon as I met you I was drawn to you. What is that? That feeling you get right from the start?

I don’t know, she said. All I know is it’s real and I love you.

I love you. The words were like a magic charm. He took them everywhere with him. To lectures, the library, the pub: I love you. She. Loves. Me.

And now she was going skiing. She had invited him – all he had to pay was flights and lift tickets and ski rental – but it turned out those things weren’t cheap, and were not something his dad was prepared to invest in.

Dad, he’d said, on the phone a few weeks earlier, please. It can be my Christmas present, and birthday present. For the next decade.

Matt, his dad said. It’s pretty expensive. I would if I could, but I don’t think we can make it work.

‘OK,’ she said. ‘Time to go. I’ve not even started packing.’ She swung her legs out of the bed and stood. She picked up a T-shirt and pulled it over her head.

‘Stay,’ he said. ‘It’s nice and warm in here.’

‘I don’t have time.’

He sat up and put his hands around her waist. He kissed her stomach.

‘Do you have time for this?’ he murmured.

It turned out she did.

When he had packed, he went to Annabelle’s room. It was empty, her belongings in bags by the door. She hugged him tight when he walked in.

‘I’m going to miss you,’ she said. ‘I don’t know how I’m going to get through the next two weeks.’

‘Twelve days,’ Matt said. ‘Only twelve days.’

‘That doesn’t help.’