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Chapters (58)
  1. Full Page Image
  2. Contents
  3. Copyright
  4. Important Note:
  5. ~ Ground Zero ~
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. ~ Absolutely ~
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. ~ Someone To Feed It ~
  17. Chapter Ten
  18. Chapter Eleven
  19. Chapter Twelve
  20. Chapter Thirteen
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. ~ I’ve Got You Now ~
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chapter Seventeen
  26. Chapter Eighteen
  27. Chapter Nineteen
  28. Chapter Twenty
  29. Chapter Twenty-One
  30. Chapter Twenty-Two
  31. ~ Him ~
  32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  33. Chapter Twenty-Four
  34. Chapter Twenty-Five
  35. Chapter Twenty-Six
  36. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  37. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  38. ~ As I Fall ~
  39. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  40. Chapter Thirty
  41. Chapter Thirty-One
  42. Chapter Thirty-Two
  43. Chapter Thirty-Three
  44. Chapter Thirty-Four
  45. Chapter Thirty-Five
  46. Chapter Thirty-Six
  47. ~ The Luckiest Girl In The World ~
  48. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  49. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  50. Two Months Later
  51. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  52. Chapter Forty
  53. Chapter Forty-One
  54. Chapter Forty-Two
  55. Six Months Later
  56. Chapter Forty-Three
  57. Acknowledgments
  58. Also by WS Greer

“What?” I say with a start, before realizing I actually heard him. “Umm … I don’t know. What did you just—?”

“Wanna know how I knew I was meant to be a Dominant?” Nas says, cutting me off. He starts again before I can even pull my thoughts together enough to formulate an answer. “I saw a movie about a couple that was into BDSM. Now, I know what you’re thinking, and the answer is no, it wasn’t porn. I can’t remember the title, but I remember seeing the way the Dom in the story behaved. The energy he gave off. It reminded me so much of myself that I knew I was onto something. Then, I saw the way the submissive listened and responded to him. I saw the satisfaction it gave him and I recognized it. When they were together, his submissive gave him a god complex in the bedroom, because he knew her so well that he always hit the nail on the head when it came to her pleasure. He cared so much about her that he made sure to learn her body as much as he knew his own. He knew exactly what she wanted, and how she wanted it, and he knew all the best ways to make her earn it all. It was so much more than just sex for him, and watching it made me realize that it’s so much more than just sex for me, too. I was never the same after that movie. I’d always been sort of dominant in the bedroom, but this changed me into a Dominant with a capital D.”

“Do you have a god complex in the bedroom?” I ask, staring at Nas as his words nearly send me to outer space and his grin vanishes before I can see it clearly.

“Yes, I am God in the bedroom.”

Yes. Show me. Stop teasing and fucking show me how much of a god you are. Take me like you own me, then break me.

My mind spins into a whirlwind as my thoughts turn to mush for the next few minutes. While I’m thinking and reimagining scenes from The Patient with Nas and I replacing the characters in the book, Nas discretely pays for the check, leaving a one hundred dollar bill on the table as a tip. When he asks if I’m ready to go, I nod, and we walk out of the restaurant as quietly as we came in, although the thoughts in my mind are as loud as a jet engine. We exchange small talk on the drive back to my apartment, and the closer we get, the more I realize what’s about to happen.