Chapters (58)
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- Contents
- Copyright
- Important Note:
- ~ Ground Zero ~
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- ~ Absolutely ~
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- ~ Someone To Feed It ~
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- ~ I’ve Got You Now ~
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- ~ Him ~
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- ~ As I Fall ~
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- ~ The Luckiest Girl In The World ~
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Two Months Later
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Six Months Later
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Acknowledgments
- Also by WS Greer
Nas’s hand slowly moves from his side up to my neck. His strong fingers wrap around my throat gently, barely grazing my skin. He doesn't squeeze, but I can feel the power coursing through him like electricity beneath his skin. The darkness in me wants it. It wants to feel it unleashed on me as he gazes into my eyes without looking away, his own darkness peeking from behind the curtain. I’m almost afraid. I’ve never been so anxious and turned on in my life as I feel myself losing the battle for control. I’m slipping away, fading into the darkness, and I don't know if I’ll be able to come back from it.
Give in to me. Give me control, and let me do what you truly want. I am what’s real. Free me.
“Stick out your tongue,” Nas says again. He scowls at me, sending fear shooting up my spine.
I feel it when it happens—the moment the battle is lost and I’m consumed by the thing inside me that I’ve tried to keep at bay. I feel it win and take over. It flows out of me like a shadowy wave and engulfs my body entirely—thinking for me, watching for me, acting for me, obeying for me. The darkness takes over my thoughts and actions, giving into the blackest of my desires, and like an out-of-body experience, I watch myself stick out my tongue for Nas.
“Good girl,” he whispers, before leaning forward and sucking my tongue into his mouth.
The warmth of his flesh taking mine finishes the job. He embraces my darkness in his, and I am consumed.
Chapter Fifteen
I’ve never felt desire like this. My heart hums like the flutter of hummingbird wings as Nas sucks my tongue and gently squeezes my throat at the same time, using my neck as leverage to slowly move me back forth. He slurps me into his mouth a few times, before finally kissing me deeply. Our tongues entangle and dance together, and while I'm certainly not new to kissing, the feeling of his hand on my throat sets off an explosion inside of me that quickly works its way down between my legs, where it erupts again. On the outside, I’m kissing Nathan—Nas Booker, but on the inside I’m reeling.