I was confronted by Nas’s ex three days ago, and the last seventy-two hours have been excruciating to my brain. All I’ve been able to think about is the moment I turned around to find her sitting there with that scowl on her face, and the words that came out of her mouth with such passion. She didn’t speak the drunken ramblings of a scorned ex-girlfriend who wanted to hurt the man she used to love simply because he hurt her. She spoke like a woman who didn’t expect the opportunity she had, and once it presented itself, she had no choice but to act. I’ve replayed the conversation in my head over and over again, and I can never convince myself that she did it out of jealousy or spite. She spoke with pure conviction, and I can’t be the type of woman who immediately dismisses another woman simply because I have strong feelings for a man. I know better than to automatically ruin a good thing over an ex’s words, but I will verify for myself, and tonight’s the night.

I spent the entire day planning this out. While I was at my desk with people buzzing past me like insects, I plotted how this would go. It made me feel like shit to know I was scheming to sneak around Nas’s house, while he was expecting me to show up and drop to my knees like I usually do. He got what he wanted in that regard. I showed up here a few hours ago and easily slipped into the role I’ve been playing since the first time I stepped foot in this house. It was easy enough, because I love being Nas’s submissive. Nothing gives me more joy, so I relished in the moment the way I always do. I embraced the sting of the flogger, loving the feel of the tails crashing against my skin while Nas secured a vibrator to my clit as I lay across the spanking bench. I let go and trusted him as he fucked me from behind while pulling the collar around my neck with the leash firmly in his grasp, and I didn’t hold back when he told me I was allowed to come for him. I let it wreck me just before I enjoyed the sensation of Nas cumming in me from behind. For the entire hour and a half that we performed our kinky scene of debauchery, I was in heaven. Those ninety minutes were the only ones that I didn’t think about his ex, but I knew he’d make me forget. I knew he’d fuck me until I was ragged and exhausted, so I made sure to set my alarm before I arrived, and now it’s time to act.