Chapters (148)
- Cover
- Title page
- Dedication
- Introduction
- From Perceptions of the Pen (1985)
- Well ‘I’
- Mother
- Ain’t No
- Scream
- So Near and yet So Near
- As Is Life
- From Tender Fingers in a Clenched Fist (1988)
- African Metaphor
- Listening
- Nursery Rhyme
- Some Quotes from Neatherton Man found in Deepest England Somewhere between 1974 and 1980
- Negotiations
- Englabetween
- What Have We Got
- Moods of Rain
- Wasita
- Sing a Song of Sick Penance
- The Black Writers’ Workshop
- Understanding Difference
- The Day Will Come
- The Invasion of the Mancunoids
- The Red Death of Edgar Allan Poe
- Trying Me
- Dead Wood Poetry
- Fell Off and Fell Out
- Bad Trip – L.S.D.
- Burn My Book (Burn In Illusion)
- Tense Tattered Tortured Tried Tested and Torn
- Mother Thatcher
- Today Will Pass
- Spell Bound
- Gold from the Stone
- Everything Is Rhythmical
- Sleep Is a Songbird
- Director’s Notes (For the Daily Shun and Daily Killer)
- She Read as She Cradled
- City Sigh
- Spell Me Freedom
- Interim and Cost
- Ace Under My Sleeve
- Traces
- The Show Goes On
- From Rebel without Applause (1992)
- Bearing Witness
- Remember How We Forgot
- Fingerprints
- Occupations
- Boiling Up
- Instant Consciousness
- Airmail to a Dictionary
- The Customs Men
- Mind-Walking
- For My Headstone
- Love Poem
- Flowers in the Kitchen
- Suitcases and Muddy Parks
- The Nest
- Pass It On
- Going Places
- Gil Scott-Heron
- Godsell
- Flushed
- I Hate You
- Professional Black
- Pretoria Pit
- Uncle Tom and the 1990s
- Clear as Day Storms
- My Brother
- Children and Company
- Writer’s Blockocks
- The Black Moon
- Brinkley Park
- Rage
- From Morning Breaks in the Elevator (1999)
- The Waitress and the Nights of the Round Table
- Colour Blind
- Charlie’s Playing Blackjack
- Invisible Kisses
- Slipping
- Murdering Bill
- Immigration R.S.V.P.
- Fair
- The Repossession: Lot 67
- Baptism in Mire
- Controlled Explosions
- Children’s Home
- Walking in Circles
- My Dad Is a Pilot
- Guilt
- Sandwich Love
- The Elevator
- A Flock of Sound
- The Graduate and Her Secret Thesis
- The Bruise
- Quiet Places
- Mourning Breaks
- From Listener (2008)
- Let There Be Peace
- Rain
- The Actor’s Voice
- Patterns
- Laying the Table
- Perfect
- Gambian Holiday Maker
- Listener
- Ricochet
- Elephant in the Room
- Architecture
- Moving Mountains
- Manchester Piccadilly
- Some Things I Like
- The Lost Key
- **** This
- Magpie
- Before We Get Into This
- Advice for the Living
- The Battle of Adwa, 1896
- The Gilt of Cain
- Applecart Art
- I Will Not Speak Ill of the Dead
- Transistor
- This Train (Sing Along)
- Spring: Mayday Mayday
- Barley Field
- The Boxer
- Torch
- New Poems
- What If
- Whale Translation
- The Spark Catchers
- Shipping Good
- Open Up
- Night Mails
- Lock and Quay
- Listening Post
- Fallen
- Belong
- Rest
- Adventure Flight
- Endnotes
- Index of Titles
- Index of First Lines
I said I raced my mates through the park.
You said it was deliberate.
I said I didn’t . . . I mean, I did . . . but it wasn’t.
You said I was lying.
I said no, I’m not.
You said there you go again.
Later in the dawn of adolescence
It was time for my leave,
I with my suitcase and social worker,
You with your husband.
We walked our sliced ways.
Sometimes I run back to you
Like a child through a muddy park,
Adult achievements tucked under my arm.
I explain them with a childlike twinkle,
Thinking any mother would be proud.
Your eyes desperately trying to be wise and unrevealing
reveal all.
Still you fall back into the same rocking chair,
Saying there you go again.
And I did.
And I have.
The Nest
The Nest
In shells
Small bells
Echo
Echoes
Till the hairline crack
Hisses
Revealing
Small chickens.
That’s us:
Small chickens
Learning to hatch.
Different eggs
In the same nest.
Pass It On
Pass It On
How is it that we still smile when the pressure comes?
How is it that we stand firm when they think that we should run?
How is it that we retain our integrity?
How is it through this maze that we keep the clarity?
How is it that through pain we retain compassion?
How is it that we spread but stay one nation?
How is it that we work in the face of abuse?
How is it that the pressure’s on yet we seem loose?
This is the story about the rising truth,
When you feel closed in simply raise the roof.
The Africans were the first civilisation,
Born by the Nile was the first generation.
Malcolm X had a dream, we have a dream too,
And the only way to get it is to pass it on through,
From the day we leave to the day we arrived
We were born to survive, born to stay alive,
By all means necessary I’m an accessory,
To provide the positive vibe is a necessity,
To clasp our past to go to war with our fears,
To claim and attain in our future years.
Sometimes life can be cold and complicated;
More times the problem is overrated.
Nina Simone called it the Backlash Blues,
Even though they say it’s history, we all know that it’s news.
The oppressor hopes and prays for you to cry,
To close your hearts and your minds to lay down and die,
To be another numb number to treat and delete,
To fall into the spiral rhythm of defeat.
Malcolm X had a dream, we have a dream too,
And the only way to get it is to pass it on through.
No message has been stronger, no sea carried more weight,
No army marched for longer, no wind swept at this rate.
So pride in my skin is in the vision I have seen,