Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Carla had been at her desk for three hours. She’d finally given up on sleep and decided she would distract herself with work. But looking at her empty notepad, she might as well have stayed in bed.

She typed Eve’s name into the intel database and noted every job she’d worked on in the last ten years in which a dead baby was involved: five in total, including the O’Brian case.

Carla opened each case file and scanned the text: infant found dead, parents accused, mother convicted. All serving prison terms of varying lengths, from two to seven years, depending on the severity of the child’s injuries.

Was it statistically likely that all five deaths would’ve been unnatural and that in each instance it was the mother who was found guilty? She’d have to check Eve’s ratio of female convictions against stats from other pathologists to be sure, but still, wouldn’t at least one of the five couples have experienced the sad yet natural death of their child? One would surely be innocent. But then she supposed that’s what Joanne was arguing: she was that one innocent woman.

Carla scanned the files, taking a mouthful of cold coffee brought in from home. Each one seemed pretty standard: pathologist file attached, judge’s comments at the end. She checked again. No, she was wrong, one of the reports was missing. She checked the case. Shit. Joanne. Why was the pathologist’s report missing from Joanne’s case but was attached in all the others?

She felt a rush of adrenalin – what if Joanne was right and Eve had faked her reports to apportion blame to the parents? But why on earth would someone do that? It seemed an extraordinarily cruel thing, and even if she had, why would Eve remove just one report from the files and not all of them?

Frustrated, she saw Bremer coming and wondered if she should run it by him now or wait for the debrief. The look on his face as he walked into the office told her it should be the latter.

‘I’ve got Eve to come in, but my God it was hard work.’ He threw his leather briefcase on the floor and sat down. ‘Gerry was determined she shouldn’t come to the station. “She’s a pathologist,” he kept saying, as if pathologists have the right to some sort of special treatment. He’s in the job, for God’s sake, so he knows full well we have to cover all bases, and anyway,’ he rolled up his shirtsleeves, ‘Eve doesn’t exactly strike me as the kind of woman who needs a minder.’

Carla almost laughed. But she didn’t. ‘He just loves her, I guess.’

‘Enough to argue with a superior officer for twenty minutes?’