Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Nell nodded. Babies didn’t get taken to the mortuary, sensitivities rightly ensuring they were treated with more consideration than that, but even babies couldn’t escape Eve’s clinical eye. As the pathologist leaned down to put the blanket in an evidence bag, Nell felt the headache move above her left eye.

‘The dad then?’

‘No comment. Yet.’

‘But deliberate?’

‘Oh yes.’

Nell waited for more but Eve continued to slowly bag the contents of the cot.

Irritated, Nell turned to Paul. ‘Let’s go see the parents.’

He nodded, giving a quick glance at the cot before exiting the room, his relief obvious. Nell hesitated.

‘Something worrying you, Sergeant?’

Nell looked over at the baby, just visible through the bars. She’d thought after eight years and the amount of shit she’d seen, with the very base of human nature coming at her day after day, she could take this in her stride. Turned out you never got used to this, however hard you tried. She looked over at Eve, who was studying her.

‘Do you think it was in a fit of anger?’

Eve’s look told her she knew what Nell was really asking. Nell didn’t want a protracted abuse case. Not just due to the fact it would be a boatload of work for no positive outcome, but because she wanted the baby to have died quickly, loved for the brief time she’d spent on earth, not filled with fear and pain.

Eve was holding a stuffed bear, pink and almost brand new.

‘All I’m saying is this child didn’t die of her own accord. And anyway,’ she placed the bear in the bag and sealed it, ‘isn’t motive your side of things? I’m just here to put the meat on the bones, as it were.’

They both knew Eve was there to do a lot more than that, but Nell wasn’t in the mood to argue. Taking one more look at the baby, she made a move to go.

‘Georgie,’ Eve said.

Nell turned back.

‘What?’

‘The baby – her name is Georgie. I just thought I’d mention it.’

Nell watched Eve go back to work, an uneasy sense of guilt at her realisation that she hadn’t thought to ask.

Shutting the door quietly, Nell walked down the narrow corridor, turning the name over in her mind. Georgie – a name you give a girl you wished was a boy? She walked past the kitchen and paused. Small and cream, it contained a tiny table, neatly laid for breakfast, at the far end under a window; freshly washed dishes on the draining board; a baby bottle filled with powdered milk just waiting for the water.