Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Gerry was in the canteen. He rose when he saw Carla, enveloping her in a bear hug, before sitting down across from her.

‘Sorry I didn’t say goodbye last night,’ he said when they’d taken their seats.

‘No worries. I did look for you, but you’d gone.’

‘Yeah, it was only a quick catch-up …’

‘With your old mate,’ Carla finished for him.

He smiled and they let the lie sit there for a moment before he said, ‘Can I get you a coffee?’

‘No thanks.’

He looked questioningly at her. ‘What’s on your mind? Is it the letter?’

Carla picked a grain of sugar from the table with her finger. ‘Eve said you told her to bring it to us?’

He sighed, leaned back in his chair and folded his arms over his stomach. ‘I did. She didn’t want to, being Eve, but the reference to the case she was working on worried me. I mean, how would the letter writer know?’ His brow creased in thought. ‘It just struck me as more sinister than the rest, like someone was watching her closely, stalking her almost.’

‘But Eve doesn’t feel threatened?’

‘Eve just thinks it’s part of the job. She’s convinced it’s just some nutjob letting off a bit of steam.’

‘But you don’t think that?’

Gerry rubbed the back of his neck. ‘I did, until this last letter. Now I’m not so sure.’

It suddenly occurred to Carla that Gerry was referring to letters, plural. ‘So Eve has had others?’

Gerry’s hand stopped moving. He studied her for a moment before leaning forward, hands together on the table, pointing towards Carla. ‘There have been five before this.’

‘Five. Jesus, Gerry, why didn’t you tell me?’

He held up his hands. ‘It wasn’t my business to. They were sent to Eve; it was for her to decide if they warranted police action. I have them all in my office for when she feels able to show them to you all, but until then they are staying there.’ His voice told Carla this wasn’t up for discussion, but she pushed him anyway.

‘Why keep them in your office then, if you don’t want them seen?’

‘Because Eve wanted them out of the house, but I didn’t want to throw them away, so it seemed the obvious place.’

‘So there was something in them that made you worried? For you to keep them, I mean?’

Gerry smiled. ‘You’ll make a detective yet, Brown.’ He sighed before continuing. ‘They contain personal information, stuff we both don’t really want gossiped about. They weren’t threatening, but I considered it would be best to keep them in case they became so.’

‘Which they have.’

‘Yes.’

‘I need to see the letters, Gerry.’

He shook his head. ‘No way. Not until Eve’s ready.’