Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

‘It was the number I recognised. That’s why I didn’t connect the two.’ She felt shame rise to her cheeks – how could she not recall a victim but remember their telephone number? When had that happened? ‘I was called in to do telephone analysis on this domestic violence case. They needed phone evidence as he’d harassed the hell out of her using his mobile.’

Carla remembered the rows of numbers – the highlighted ones indicating O’Brian had called Gloria – and how she’d been shocked at just how many there were.

‘But that was all it was to me. Numbers. And now he’s killed a child.’

Bremer didn’t speak for a second or two, but when he did he spoke quietly and deliberately. ‘If we held every case in our head we’d go insane. If we didn’t let go of victims, or perpetrators, after each case was closed, then how could we function? I’d give us each two years, and that’s being generous. We deal with as much shit in a week as most people deal with in their whole lives. You save lives with numbers, so if that means you remember them above the victim, then I for one am glad of that.’

Carla didn’t know how to reply. Bremer put a hand on hers.

‘You’ve got the number. Now find out if it means we can catch him. OK?’

And in those few words he managed to refocus her. She had the number. ‘OK. I’ll need half an hour.’

Bremer smiled. ‘Good. See you back here in thirty.’

Carla picked up the phone.

‘Telephone Unit.’

‘Carla Brown. I’ve got a murder and need some telephones checking.’

‘Go ahead.’

Carla read out the phone numbers she’d got for Connor and Gloria. ‘Oh, and check out his girlfriend’s while you’re there.’ She gave Kelly-Anne’s number on the off chance Connor had contacted her and the woman knew more than she was letting on. ‘Incoming and outgoing calls, please.’

‘Got it. What about the victim’s phone – want me to run that too?’

‘Too young.’

‘Shit.’

‘Yeah, three months old.’

‘Jesus.’

They paused to acknowledge the magnitude of the crime, but in truth they’d both been there before.

And there Gloria was again. Seated in the corridor, hands clasped between her knees, her son playing with a fire engine at her feet. Shit. She’d forgotten the woman had a son: small, brown-haired, always alert, looking to his mum for direction. What had he been then, two?

‘Is it a threat to life?’

Carla sighed. ‘He’s a danger to his current and ex-girlfriend,’ she said. ‘But I wouldn’t go as far as a threat to life.’

‘Got it. I’ll do it as soon as I can, but—’

‘Yeah, I know, it’s lower on the list. Just as soon as you can,’ she added.