Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

‘Beatrice went to bed as usual, the night she died. I was the one to put her down. I sang the nursery rhymes and read the stories. I was the one who found our baby four hours later, unresponsive in her cot. I gave her CPR while Joanne rang 999. Yet when Graham turned up, her conclusion was that Joanne was to blame.’ His eyes flashed between Carla and Bremer.

‘Every night for four months Joanne put Beatrice to bed. The one night she doesn’t, our baby dies. And yet she’s convicted of killing her. Can you even begin to—’ His voice cracked and the pair fell silent.

‘Joanne, do you blame Ms Graham for your incarceration?’

‘Her wrongful incarceration,’ Ian corrected.

‘Do you blame Ms Graham for that, Joanne?’

‘Of course she bloody does.’ Ian tightened his grip on Joanne’s hand.

‘I’d like Joanne to answer, if you don’t mind, Mr Fowler.’

‘Yes. I do.’ Her voice was firm.

‘Because of her mistake?’

Ian laughed, but Joanne took her hand from his and clasped hers in her lap, her pain obvious to see.

‘It wasn’t a mistake.’ Her voice was small again, all strength gone. ‘She targeted me and convicted me.’ Her eyes rose to meet Bremer’s. ‘What she did was deliberate.’

Carla suddenly felt cold. Joanne spoke with such conviction it was hard to believe it wasn’t true, but why would a respected pathologist frame a woman she’d never met before?

Bremer took a moment before replying. ‘Is that why you wrote the letter?’

Joanne frowned. ‘I didn’t write a letter.’

‘Do you know a man called Connor O’Brian?’ Bremer asked.

Joanne shook her head.

‘The letter we received suggested Ms Graham was going to falsify evidence against another woman, in the same manner you allege she did to you after your …’ He paused, and Carla sensed he knew to tread carefully, avoid too much police speak. ‘After your baby died,’ he finished.

‘Yes, but that doesn’t mean I wrote a letter. I don’t want revenge. I just want her to acknowledge what she did.’

‘Well that’s what the author of the letter wants too. And we are concerned whoever wrote it wishes harm to Ms Graham.’

Ian grabbed Joanne’s thigh. ‘Well I hope that person succeeds.’

Bremer’s phone rang. Checking the screen, he stood. ‘I’m sorry, I have to get this.’

And seconds later Carla was alone with the couple.

They sat in silence. Carla felt panic rising. Should she speak? She caught Joanne’s eye and the pain in the woman’s face stunned her. But it also seemed to be begging for her to ask a question, so Carla asked the only one she had.

‘Joanne, why are you so convinced that Eve acted deliberately?’

Joanne’s shoulders fell as if with relief. But as she opened her mouth to speak, Ian put his hand on her arm.