Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

‘As I said just a second ago, charge her with what?’

‘Withholding evidence, resisting arrest, to name but two.’

He looked at Joanne, who was standing next to Paul, looking at the floor, her face streaked with tears.

‘I must say, I’ve never seen a more compliant subject, Sergeant.’

‘Well she is now, but half an hour ago she was screaming bloody murder.’

‘That’s not true,’ Ian shouted, his handcuffed arms held lightly by Paul. The sergeant raised an eyebrow at Nell and she knew she’d lost.

‘Are you going to be the one to tell my DCI you’ve let his suspect go, or am I?’

‘You are, Sergeant Jackson, and you might ask him to train his officers not to waste my time while you’re at it.’

Nell didn’t answer. Turning to Paul, she said, ‘You OK to book him in?’ She nodded at Ian.

‘Sure.’

‘I assume you’re going to let us book him for resisting arrest?’ she asked the custody sergeant.

‘That one I’ll do for you.’

‘Much obliged.’ And she didn’t bother hiding the sarcastic tone.

In the office, Nell sat down in her chair and leaned her head back, staring up at the ceiling. The custody sergeant had wound her up so much she needed a cigarette, but feeling in her pocket, she realised she’d left them in the car. ‘Just fucking typical.’

Carla came to the door of Bremer’s office. ‘What?’

‘I’ve just had a run-in with a job-pissed custody sergeant and now I’ve got no cigarettes. And what are you doing in there?’

Carla looked tired. The trademark red lipstick had worn off; it made her look younger.

‘Want me to roll you one?’

Nell couldn’t think of anything worse than a rolly, but her nicotine craving overrode her disgust. ‘Sure, thanks. Join me?’

‘Yeah, why not.’

Outside was cooler than it had been in weeks. Clouds passed the sun, shutting out light before suddenly revealing it again. Nell took a drag of the roll-up.

‘Not bad. Smooth.’ She watched a cloud, the underneath of which carried rain past them, and felt the anger of the last half-hour pass with it. ‘What were you doing in Bremer’s office?’

Carla looked uncomfortable.

‘What’s wrong?’

Carla let out a sigh that felt to Nell as if she was giving in, offloading something into the air, allowing it to drift away with the smoke.

‘I think Gerry is the policeman who saved Mary and the baby.’

‘What? The fat sergeant? Eve’s husband?’

‘Yeah. And I also think Joanne could be Aoife’s baby.’

‘How did you get to that?’ Nell listened as Carla explained the timeline. She wasn’t convinced. ‘But that could just be a coincidence. That Joanne’s the same age. There’s nothing really to link her to Gerry, is there?’

She could tell from Carla’s face there was.

‘Jesus. What is it?’