Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Ian opened his mouth, but Joanne put her hand on his arm, silencing him.

‘I want Ms Graham to pay for what she did and why she did it. I don’t want to do that by framing her for a crime she didn’t commit. How would that be any better than what she did to me?’

‘So why did she do it?’

‘Pardon?’

‘Why did Ms Graham frame you for the murder of your child?’

Joanne winced as if Nell had slapped her.

‘You’d have to ask her that.’

‘I’m asking you.’

‘Because she found proof, Sergeant, proof that gave her crimes away.’

Nell felt adrenalin kick in. ‘Crimes?’

When Joanne remained stoically silent, Paul took over.

‘Joanne, what did Mary say to you on the phone?’

Joanne hesitated before answering, clearly deciding whether to admit her role or stick to denial. She chose the former.

‘She said nothing. I asked if it was her, but she didn’t reply.’

‘But you thought it was her?’ Paul asked.

‘Yes. She’s done it before.’

Nell made a mental note to get Carla to check further back on Joanne’s phone bills.

‘So you’ve spoken to Mary before?’ Paul continued.

‘No. But I have spoken to her husband. And I think Mary has called me. I get odd late-night calls when no one speaks.’

‘You never told me that,’ Ian said, lowering himself onto the seat next to her. Nell held up her hand.

‘You’ve spoken to Mary’s husband?’

Joanne looked frustrated she had to explain. ‘Mary isn’t yet ready to speak to me, so her husband does.’

‘What were the conversations about?’

‘Just chatty, asking how I was, that sort of thing.’

‘And you contacted them?’

‘Yes.’

Paul glanced at Nell, who nodded for him to continue.

‘And why was that?’

‘Because Mary and her husband saved me – they’re the reason I’m alive.’

Nell couldn’t believe she hadn’t seen it coming.

‘Joanne,’ Nell said, ‘did Mary save you from the beach?’

Joanne looked at her. ‘Yes.’

‘Was your mum called Aoife?’

‘Yes. I just wanted to find out who had saved me, so I searched all the papers for clues of an abandoned baby around the time I was born, but the only thing I could find was a reference to a missing baby. I did look everywhere for more information and finally found a mention of a policeman who had looked after me the night I was born. I traced him to Thames Valley but when I contacted him and asked about Mary he explained she wasn’t ready to acknowledge her role in my mum’s death, so we were biding our time, trying to coax her to face up to her past. And mine.’

‘Joanne,’ Nell leaned in again, keen to get her full attention, ‘did you collude with Mary to kill Connor O’Brian?’