Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

Her heart started to thump. It couldn’t be? Carla pulled out her phone and scrolled down her list of contacts. And there it was. The number on Joanne’s call data was right there in her own phone.

She dropped the phone and gripped the edges of her chair, trying to ride out the wave of nausea crashing over her.

Gerry.

Carla only just made it to the toilet before she threw up. Gripping the toilet bowl, she waited until her stomach had nothing more to give, then rocked back on her heels and wiped her mouth with her hand. Why had Gerry called Joanne in the days leading up to Connor’s death? Hell, why was he calling her at all? Was he warning her off, telling her not to contact Eve? But surely he knew how dangerous that would be to any future case they might have against Joanne?

She stood, steadying herself against the cubicle wall, before going to the sink to wash her face. Her thoughts were a mess: should she ask Gerry about the call, confront him and ask for an explanation? But that would reveal they were looking at phone data, which would mean he’d know they were checking on Eve, and Bremer would kill her if she did that. But she could trust Gerry, couldn’t she?

The thud in her chest told her otherwise but she railed against it; surely she owed Gerry enough to tell him? A second thought pushed out the first. Maybe she could delete the call from the spreadsheet – who would ever know?

‘Jesus, Carla.’ She looked in the mirror. ‘You do that, you might as well quit the job.’ She felt ashamed. Start tampering with evidence, you lose any right to be in the job, she knew that.

She walked out of the toilet straight into Nell.

‘Hey!’ Nell looked annoyed, but then stared at Carla. ‘You OK?’

Should she tell her? ‘Fine, thanks.’

‘Not pregnant, are you?!’ Nell laughed. Carla felt vomit rise again. Nell put a hand on her arm. ‘I was kidding, you know?’

‘I know.’ She tried to paint on a smile. ‘Find anything at the scene?’

They started walking back to the office as Nell explained they’d got a confirmed sighting at the phone box.

‘Well, that’s brilliant!’

‘It’s a start.’

‘That’s what I love about you, Nell,’ Carla said as they reached the office for their briefing. ‘Your endless positivity.’

Bremer looked at Carla. ‘Go.’

Carla recounted the facts about the telephone number, the phone box and how it linked to Joanne and Connor, before giving a summary of the backgrounds of both Joanne and Eve. She then explained about the murder on Portsmouth beach around the time Eve had lived there.

‘And you’ve got nothing more on it than that?’