Back When I Lost You
Chapters (81)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. One
  6. Two
  7. Three
  8. Four
  9. Five
  10. Six
  11. Seven
  12. Eight
  13. Nine
  14. Ten
  15. Eleven
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Sixteen
  21. Seventeen
  22. Eighteen
  23. Nineteen
  24. Twenty
  25. Twenty-one
  26. Twenty-two
  27. Twenty-three
  28. Twenty-four
  29. Twenty-five
  30. Twenty-six
  31. Twenty-seven
  32. Twenty-eight
  33. Twenty-nine
  34. Thirty
  35. Thirty-one
  36. Thirty-two
  37. Thirty-three
  38. Thirty-four
  39. Thirty-five
  40. Thirty-six
  41. Thirty-seven
  42. Thirty-eight
  43. Thirty-nine
  44. Forty
  45. Forty-one
  46. Forty-two
  47. Forty-three
  48. Forty-four
  49. Forty-five
  50. Forty-six
  51. Forty-seven
  52. Forty-eight
  53. Forty-nine
  54. Fifty
  55. Fifty-one
  56. Fifty-two
  57. Fifty-three
  58. Fifty-four
  59. Fifty-five
  60. Fifty-six
  61. Fifty-seven
  62. Fifty-eight
  63. Fifty-nine
  64. Sixty
  65. Sixty-one
  66. Sixty-two
  67. Sixty-three
  68. Sixty-four
  69. Sixty-five
  70. Sixty-six
  71. Sixty-seven
  72. Epilogue
  73. Acknowledgments
  74. Read More
  75. Prologue
  76. One
  77. Two
  78. Three
  79. Four
  80. Follow Merilyn online
  81. Dedication

While she waited for the telephone number to be checked, Carla started to dig into Joanne’s and Eve’s backgrounds. She opened Google – police databases were good, but they couldn’t compare with the World Wide Web – and it didn’t disappoint: ten minutes in and she’d got more via the press than ten hours of searching on Thames Valley’s system could ever have achieved.

As Carla scanned the articles she grew increasingly intrigued; it was as if Joanne Fowler’s and Eve’s histories were mirror images of each other, but with hairline cracks that diverted each intended course. But what if those cracks had converged, as Nell believed? Was it possible their paths had crossed before Joanne’s child had died?

Carla wrote down what she knew. Articles written during Joanne’s trial told her the woman had been taken into care at birth. She’d spent two years in a foster home – three miles from Eve’s childhood home – before being adopted by a schoolteacher and a university professor, both upstanding members of the community. The articles asked repeatedly, ‘How could a woman from such a family become the evil murderer we see now?’ All relied on lazy stereotypes about the genetics of evil – ‘some people are just born that way’. Carla didn’t believe that. For her, actions stemmed from life experiences, not a dodgy gene pool, and if the last eight years as an analyst had told her anything it was that criminals came in all shapes and sizes, from all sides of the class divide.

The papers told her Joanne had met her husband at university in Solihull and they’d married soon after graduation, living for three short months in a rented property on Cowley Road, Oxford. They hadn’t come to the attention of the police until the death of their child, which was seemingly when Eve entered their lives.

Information on Eve was harder to come by. HR held some, but it was limited and incomplete. What Carla did find was that Eve had been admitted to a Portsmouth care home aged fourteen after her stepfather’s abuse had landed her in Portsmouth General and concerns for her welfare had become too loud to be ignored. After two years Eve left the home, moved to Reading and a few years later began work as a civilian in the police – forensics, but low level, due to her lack of qualifications. After marrying Gerry, at some point Eve must have gone back to school, because ten years later she had a university degree and a job with the Home Office. But the gap of ten years was unaccounted for. Eve had not been employed by Thames Valley Police or the Home Office, and there was no account of when she had moved to Oxford, or why.