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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

But as I look at him, I know our relationship was never about love. It’s always been about control. As though reading my mind, he nods slowly, then his hand reaches out and he clasps my arm.

I try to shake free, but his grip is too tight, pinching my skin. ‘Let go.’ I say it as forcefully as I can. Then I feel the first of his blows across my face. It’s swiftly followed by another, then another. His control gone, he unleashes the full force of his anger on me.

Chapter Thirty-Six

Jo

‘This is Elise Buckley. Please leave a message.’

I’m uneasy. Given her multiple missed calls, it’s clear that Mrs Buckley has something urgent to tell me. I think about going around there, then put it off. It’s been a long enough day and if she wasn’t able to speak to me, Elise may well have called the police station instead.

*

When I arrive at work the next morning, however, I realise I shouldn’t have put off calling her.

It’s Sarah Collins who tells me. ‘Elise Buckley was admitted to hospital last night.’

Shock hits me. ‘How did you find out?’

‘The DI called Andrew Buckley to ask him to speak to us about Mason. Apparently he sounded flustered, then he told him he couldn’t because his wife is in hospital and he needs to look after their daughter.’

I’m already shaking my head, alarm bells ringing loudly. ‘What’s happened to her?’

‘He said something about her having a fall.’

It’s a classic cover-up for domestic abuse. ‘He may have said that, but believe me, Andrew Buckley wouldn’t normally be taking time off to look after Niamh. Her mother is a flight attendant and he doesn’t bother taking time out to care for his daughter when Elise is away working. Niamh’s used to looking after herself.’ My suspicions of Andrew Buckley are quickly building; I’m sure there’s more to this. ‘I’m going to the hospital. She’s in St Richard’s?’

When Sarah nods, I grab my keys.

*

As I drive, my doubts grow that Elise has fallen. She’s almost certainly covering up an attack by her husband. Too much about Andrew Buckley reminds me of my ex-husband, just as Elise reminds me of how I used to be. I know first-hand how it feels to be caught in a psychopath’s web, what it’s like when they block your escape route. How, little by little, they diminish you until you feel worthless. I’ve seen it in Elise’s eyes. She doesn’t believe she deserves better.

I’m going on gut instinct, but if Andrew Buckley has beaten up his wife, it brings into question everything he’s told us. But for now, my concern is for Elise.