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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Hearing Andrew moving around downstairs, I go to my bedroom, closing the door behind me before going over to the window. I’d thought Niamh would embrace the chance to get away from her father. I never imagined she’d want to stay. I feel the walls close in, knowing that if she refuses to leave, I have to stay, too.

The sense of freedom I felt earlier evaporates. Instead, the future feels like a jail sentence, the house a prison, to which Niamh holds a key she can’t give me.

Knowing my only hope is to talk to her again, I get up. But as I reach her bedroom, I hear voices coming from downstairs. Crouching down at the top of the stairs, I try to make out what Andrew’s saying. But instead it’s Niamh’s words that reach me, filling me with dread as suddenly I realise what she’s doing.

My heart thumping, I tear down the stairs, almost tripping at the bottom, as Niamh rushes out of the kitchen and past me, her face ashen.

‘Niamh …’ But my cry is lost as she reaches her bedroom and slams the door behind her. Swallowing, I walk into the kitchen, my uneasiness building, knowing I have to face Andrew.

Leaning against the worktop, Andrew is cool as a cucumber as he watches me. For a few seconds, relief floods through me. Niamh hasn’t told him after all. He’d be ragingly angry if she had.

But if she hasn’t told him, what had upset her?

‘What did you say to Niamh?’ I stare at him, guarded.

Shaking his head, he smirks. ‘I simply told her that you and I were going to have a little chat.’

There’s a pit of dread in my stomach and my eyes are riveted to his. ‘What about, Andrew?’

His voice is deadly quiet. ‘Your naïve little plan, Elise. What else?’

So Niamh had told him. I stare at him. ‘You can’t force me to do anything. Not anymore.’

‘Can’t I?’ His upper lip curls into a snarl. ‘I can do whatever I like.’

Trying to suppress the fear rising inside me, I swallow again. ‘What do you want?’

‘I want my wife to stop dreaming up ludicrous ideas and feeding them to our daughter,’ he says lightly. ‘I’m not letting you leave, Elise. And I’ll do whatever it takes to stop you. You should know that.’

His threat isn’t even thinly veiled. As he steps towards me, fear swirls around me, so dense that I can almost grasp it. But I have to stop giving in to him. Nothing will change if I don’t stop this toxic cycle. ‘This is no way to live, Andrew.’ My voice is desperate. ‘You’ll have another affair – we both know that. It’s over between us. It’s been over for years. We don’t love each other. There’s no point.’