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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

After they go out to their car, Niamh stands at the kitchen window watching them leave, then, without saying anything, turns and goes upstairs to her room. Left alone, I swallow the lump in my throat. It’s hard for her, and even harder for Hollie’s parents. Hollie’s death will affect all of us.

Chapter Thirteen

Elise

With Hollie’s body being held until a post-mortem has been carried out, no date for her funeral has been set and so a week and a day after she was found, instead of the handful of regulars, most of the villagers make their way down the frozen footpaths to gather in the church, while parishioners from outside the village join us and I’m relieved when Mia, one of Niamh’s school friends, squeezes into the pew next to her. The church is packed and the service poignant, a reminder of how transient life is, after which the vicar delivers a more personal message.

‘More than ever, we need to look out for one another. Small communities like ours are rare places. At times like this, we must stand united. We should all feel safe enough to let our children roam the footpaths. Our children should, in turn, feel safe doing so. We have to find a way to not let this tragic accident destroy the sense of security that’s always existed here.’

It’s a naïvely optimistic message – and inappropriate, I can’t help thinking. We don’t yet know if Hollie’s death was an accident. Whether or not it was, it will be time, rather than faith, that will lead people to feeling safe around here again.

As we file outside, Della catches my arm. ‘Andrew not here?’ Raising a questioning eyebrow, she seems to lack her usual sparkle.

‘He’s playing golf.’ He’s the only person I know who hasn’t felt the impact of Hollie’s death. I watch surprise register on Della’s face.

Now and then I’ve come close to confiding in her, but it’s impossible to explain, even to her, why I tolerate Andrew. My heart twists in sympathy as I see James across the churchyard, his face shadowed with grief. But it seems that even here, there is no escape from the press and as he stands there, a man walks towards him, raising a camera. James turns away in the nick of time but then another man I vaguely recognise, smartly dressed in a dark coat, steps in and after what looks like a confrontation, the cameraman leaves.

‘Bloody press.’ As the man in the coat turns back towards James, I’m curious. ‘Who is that talking to James?’

‘Phil Mason.’ Della’s silent for a moment. ‘You’d think the press would have the decency to stay away, wouldn’t you?’