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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I shake my head. Doesn’t she realise I’d have told her? But as I take in her face, I see that she’s clinging to hope that the police are unnecessary, that Hollie is just going to turn up; that the nightmare will be over. But as my mother well knows, some nightmares are never over.

Chapter Ten

Elise

‘The police were here earlier.’ When Andrew comes in that evening, I watch his face carefully for a reaction to my announcement, and I see the split-second freeze before he continues as though the visit meant nothing. ‘They wanted to know when we last saw Hollie. It isn’t at all like her to run off like this.’

‘That’s nonsense, Elise, as you well know. That girl doesn’t care who she upsets. Look at her now – wasting police time when they have better things to do.’

That he could be so utterly callous in the face of a teenage girl’s disappearance appals me. But before I can respond, my phone buzzes. Seeing an unknown number flash up on my screen, my heart is in my mouth. Turning away, I answer it.

‘Elise Buckley.’ I listen for a moment, glance at Andrew, then walk a few steps away from him. ‘I’m sorry … I can’t talk right now. Can I call you back?’ I speak as quietly as I can. Ending the call, I put my phone down, but when I turn around I find Andrew standing just behind me.

‘My God.’ His words are mocking, a look of faked disbelief on his face. Surely he knows I see it for what it is, a deflection of attention away from him and onto me.

‘Whatever you’re thinking, it isn’t that,’ I say wearily, knowing there’s nothing Andrew would like more than to point his finger and find me guilty, as if my having an affair would somehow validate his own extra-marital activities.

‘Tell me who that was, then.’ He barks it out, an order he expects me to obey. As he steps closer, his presence is suddenly menacing.

‘No.’ Shaking my head, I hold my phone behind my back.

‘Give me your phone.’ Holding his hand out, he tries to snatch it from me.