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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘I don’t know what went wrong between them. Dylan told me it was over, but he didn’t tell me the reason.’ Elise’s face is blank. ‘I assumed their relationship had run its course. They were young. It seemed inevitable at that age.’

I think back to what Ida Jones said, about how they had had something rare, that she felt blessed to witness it. ‘Your husband said that Hollie ended it, but James Hampton said it was Dylan. Do you know what happened?’

Her voice is cold. ‘I know that Dylan wouldn’t have confided anything in Andrew. Niamh told you what she heard her father saying to him before he died. It was Andrew who tipped him over the edge. It wasn’t Hollie.’

I’m silent. So why has Buckley told us these lies? There’s the sound of quiet footsteps coming downstairs, and when I look up, I see Niamh standing in the doorway.

Chapter Forty-Eight

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For a moment Niamh doesn’t move. ‘There was a letter.’ Her voice is thin, clear.

‘What letter?’ Elise’s voice is sharp.

‘Dylan wrote a letter to Hollie. I found it after he died.’

‘Did you give it to her?’ My voice is gentle. When Niamh nods, I ask, ‘When?’

‘A few weeks ago.’

‘Did you read it?’

Niamh nods again.

‘Why did you wait until then to give it to her?’

‘I shouldn’t have kept it.’ Niamh speaks quietly. ‘Dylan wrote it for her.’

‘What did the letter say?’ Elise speaks harshly, but everything about her is brittle right now, as though she’ll snap. ‘Why didn’t you tell me?’

Then I get it. She’s frightened about how much Niamh knows. As I study Niamh, suddenly I know the answer. She hasn’t told us until now because she’s been protecting her mother from something – drip-feeding information to us, as the DI said, on what she judges to be a need-to-know basis. Suddenly I know, with certainty, there’s more.

Niamh goes on. ‘In the letter, Dylan told Hollie he loved her – more than this world. He said she should never forget that.’ Her voice is surprisingly unemotional, but this isn’t new to her. She’s been sitting on it since her brother died. ‘But he said that if they were together, his father had told him he would cause Hollie a whole lot of trouble. The only way to save her was to give her up.’

‘What did he mean by that?’

Niamh’s eyes flicker over me. ‘Before she was with Dylan, Hollie had problems. She was bulimic – and she self-harmed. Dylan helped her stop, but my father was her doctor. He knew because he was treating her.’ Her face is expressionless. ‘He would have told everyone – her school, her parents. Everyone.’