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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I sigh. ‘Not really. But she will be. Here. This is my car.’ As I walk around to the driver’s seat, Niamh gets in. After starting the engine and driving away, I go on. ‘Is everything OK at home, Niamh?’

‘Yes.’ Her voice is small.

‘What about with your dad?’

Niamh just shrugs.

I sigh. There’s no easy way to do this. ‘Last night … Did you see what happened to your mum?’

‘No.’ Her answer is too quick, too tight. ‘I was in my room. She said it was an accident.’

‘How well do you get on with your dad?’

I know I haven’t imagined her sharp intake of breath. But again, all she says is, ‘OK.’

In the end, I have to ask. ‘Was it you who called me last night? After your mum fell? From her phone?’ My voice is gentle; I want her to trust me.

She shakes her head. ‘No.’

In the end, I have to give up. It’s obvious Niamh doesn’t yet trust me enough to tell me what really happened. As we reach Abingworth, she becomes increasingly agitated. ‘Can I get out at the bus stop?’

‘Of course.’ Realising she’s worried about her father seeing her in my car, I slow down, then pull over at the side of the road. As she opens the car door, I pass her my card. ‘Niamh, if you’re ever worried, or you want to talk about anything, you can always call me.’

Nodding briefly, she takes the card, then gets out and slams the door, leaving me with no choice but to watch uneasily as she walks away, her pale hair and slight shoulders making her look small as she crosses the road and disappears into the Buckleys’ drive.

Chapter Thirty-Seven

Elise

The day my husband hits me puts my plans back, but the fact he now feels confident enough to beat me when Niamh is in the house makes me even more determined to get her away from him. Just leave, my heart tells me. Get out while you can, before he does it again – or worse. But there’s another part of me, which has been subdued too long, that’s growing louder all the time. A part that says, Andrew deserves to pay.

When DS May came to the hospital, I almost told her everything about my life – my husband’s abuse, my son’s death, my fears for Niamh. I would have told her about the image on Andrew’s phone, too, but having experienced the force of his anger, I can’t take the risk of him beating me again. Andrew needs to be seen for what he is – and he will be – I’ll make sure of it. Until then, I have to let him believe he’s won.