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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Suddenly I realise I’ve reached a turning point, because up until now, fear has had me in its grip, fear of what he would do to me. But now I know how to ruin Andrew and that knowledge gives me iron strength, armour through which his cruelty can no longer pierce. For years, I’ve felt imprisoned by him, but Hollie’s death is a reminder that life is too short to waste. Too much time has already passed. It’s time for Andrew to get everything he deserves.

Chapter Twenty-Nine

Jo

Back at home in Chichester, I let myself in, closing the door and standing there briefly, taking a deep breath and letting the day’s tension ebb away before going into the kitchen and putting the kettle on. The house is still too quiet, even though three months have passed since my marriage ended. Enough time for my wounds to start to heal, but only until I think about the end of my marriage again.

Making a cup of tea, I force myself to get my laptop. After taking it through to the small snug at the back of the house, I sink into one of the armchairs, sipping my tea while I wait for it to fire up before typing ‘Dylan Buckley 2016’ into the search bar. A few rows down, there’s a link to a press release. It’s only three lines, stating that his death was due to the overdose of a prescription drug.

Searching further, I find the date of his funeral, which was in the village, at the same church where Hollie’s was held. It occurs to me his grave must be there too – I make a mental note to search for it. Then I find an obituary page that’s been closed.

Realising it’s a long shot, I try Facebook, trawling through lists of people by the name of Dylan Buckley before I have a far better idea. There can’t be many Niamh Buckleys in the world. Typing in her name, I find I’m right. There are only two results and I recognise her face instantly.

When I bring up her page, it’s clear that Niamh keeps most of her posts private, but fortunately for me, not her friends list. I scroll down through them, and Hollie’s avatar comes up; then, near the bottom, Dylan’s. Clicking on it, I take a deep breath as I start reading. If Andrew Buckley knew what was here, I wouldn’t mind betting he’d be furious.

*

‘Sir, I had an interesting conversation with Andrew Buckley yesterday. It turns out that Hollie Hampton had a relationship with his son, Dylan.’

Even the DI looks taken aback. ‘I didn’t know there was a son. When was this?’

‘Two years ago. Apparently he killed himself when Hollie ended things between them.’

The DI looks up. ‘How come we didn’t know about this?’