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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

James looks horrified. ‘But she told me the salon was doing fine. Bookings were up. She said we’d get through this.’ As he falls silent, I know what he’s doing. He’s replaying every excuse she made to stay late at work, to be working at weekends. It’s clear he’d believed it at the time, but now he’s wondering if any of it was true. That’s what happens when someone cheats – you question everything.

‘I suppose you believed what you wanted to believe.’ I pause.

Fists tightly clenched, he holds it together. ‘It’s this fucking village.’ His voice is full of anger, the strain clearly visible on his face. ‘Ever since Hollie met Dylan, it’s been nothing but a nightmare.’

‘Dylan?’ My ears prick up. I’ve never heard his name mentioned before.

He utters a brief, cynical laugh. ‘Right there, that one word, tells you how little you know about what’s happened around here. Ask Elise Buckley. No, on second thought, ask her bastard of a husband. They know far more than I can tell you.’

‘Who is Dylan?’ I repeat.

James looks stricken. ‘The boy Hollie loved, with all of her heart. But he screwed her up – destroyed her. If you’re looking for her murderer, it started with him.’

Chapter Twenty-Six

Elise

I swap a flight to go to my husband’s lover’s funeral, keeping up the appearance of the smartly dressed, loyal doctor’s wife, the cracks in our marriage hidden beneath layers of makeup, trying not to think about how many people know as I take my place at his side. It seems two funerals in the village within a month are too much for most people. The church is only half full, the flowers pitifully lacking.

James sits at the front with two men I’ve never seen before either side of him. He speaks to no-one. There is nothing uplifting about the service. It’s only after it’s over that I realise the two men are plain clothes police officers. Their presence confirms my suspicions that the police are holding him. After waiting around only until Stephanie’s coffin is carried out through the door and laid to rest next to Hollie’s grave, they escort him away.

The villagers may have let her down, but as I walk outside to the churchyard, it’s as though nature has done its best for Stephanie. The funeral may have been sparse in every sense, but out here primroses crouch in the shadier corners alongside brave stems of the first bluebells; under our feet, the grass is scattered with violets and the palest lilac wildflowers, the paltry efforts of the congregation during the few hymns outshone by the chorus of birdsong.