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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Tears roll down Stephanie’s face as she tries to reason with him. ‘Hollie could be impossible,’ she says desolately. ‘We both know that. You didn’t do anything wrong. You couldn’t have known anything like this would happen.’

*

When I get out to the car, Emerson’s sitting in the driving seat. ‘You told them?’

I nod. ‘They’re devastated. Heartbroken.’ How can they be anything else, when in the last few minutes, their entire lives have been shattered? ‘We have to find out what happened.’ Experience has taught me that when you’re faced with such a pointless, tragic death, with a broken, grieving family, you have to focus on finding answers.

Niamh

I know before anyone tells me. Hollie isn’t coming back.

From my window, I see the single police car pass slowly through the village, the unmarked van directly behind it sending a chill rippling through me.

I’ve seen one before.

It’s the kind of van they send when someone’s died.

Chapter Twelve

Elise

It’s Ida Jones who tells me, later that evening, that the police have found Hollie’s body.

‘I’m so terribly sorry to be calling you, Elise.’ Ida sounds distressed. ‘But I thought you’d want to know, what with her and young Niamh being so close. It’s such a tragedy.’

‘No …’ Shock hits me, followed by a rushing in my ears. As Ida goes on talking, I interrupt. ‘Wait … I can’t take this in.’

‘Such a terrible thing …’ Ida’s voice trembles. ‘To think of that poor young girl …’

‘I have to go.’ My hands are shaking. ‘I’m sorry, Ida. I need to tell Niamh.’

In a daze, I go to find Niamh. She’s upstairs, lying on her bed with her iPad in front of her, earphones plugged in, but when she sees me, she takes them out.

‘Niamh? Honey?’

Whether it’s the honey, or the tone of my voice, I can tell from the way she stiffens, she knows something’s very wrong. As her eyes meet mine, I contemplate the enormity of what I’m about to tell her, saying it as gently as I can. ‘The police have found Hollie.’

I watch her eyes widen as my words sink in; her gasp of shock followed by denial. ‘Is she OK?’

But I’m shaking my head. ‘Niamh … She isn’t. I don’t know what happened …’ Going over to the bed, I sit next to her, the words sticking in my throat. ‘I’m so sorry. Hollie’s dead.’