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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

I don’t have an appetite, but I cook a bowl of pasta, serving up plates for myself and Niamh, which we eat together at the kitchen table. Andrew has half a bottle of Scotch inside him when he comes into the kitchen.

‘Fucking pathetic, Elise,’ he snarls, with no thought for the fact that Niamh is sitting there, listening to his every word. ‘Thinking you can exclude me.’

I glance at her, shaking my head slightly. ‘I didn’t want to interrupt you, Andrew. There’s plenty in the pan.’ I’d like to say more but I bite my tongue. If my plan works, evenings like this will soon be over.

Instead of going back to the sitting room, he comes and joins us at the table, even though Niamh and I have finished eating. Niamh’s eyes scan mine, her face anxious.

We sit in silence for a few minutes, Andrew’s foul mood like a stench pervading the room. In the end, it’s too much for Niamh. She gets up and rushes out, then I hear her feet on the stairs. Glaring at Andrew, I get up to follow her.

‘Stay here, Elise,’ he growls. ‘I want to talk to you.’

‘There is nothing you can say that I want to hear,’ I tell him before going upstairs and knocking gently on Niamh’s door.

She’s distraught. ‘Why is he like this?’ She sobs. ‘He’s so horrible to us. He’s horrible to you. Why can’t he be nice?’

Putting my arms around her, I hold her tightly. ‘Listen,’ I whisper fiercely. ‘Your father can’t go on doing this – to either of us. I won’t let him. Hold on, just a little bit longer, Niamh. It isn’t going to be forever.’

*

I sleep fitfully that night, inspired by the thought of freedom, but preoccupied by the reality of what’s ahead. The next morning, I get dressed in my uniform and leave the house early, knowing exactly what I have to do. If the day goes the way I’m hoping it will, by the time Andrew gets home tonight, a very different future will lie ahead.

Chapter Thirty-Two

Jo

After picking up a voicemail from Elise Buckley, I call her back but she doesn’t answer. Knowing she could be at work, I make a note to try her later on, before going to talk to James Hampton. When I reach the interview room, he and his lawyer are already seated.

‘Mr Hampton.’ I sit down. ‘We won’t keep you long. I’m just waiting for DI Saunders to join us.’

As I finish speaking, the door opens and he appears in the doorway. ‘A moment, May?’ He nods towards the corridor. I glance at James Hampton briefly as I stand.