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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Beyond the house are a number of outbuildings – an unused stable block and another stone building it turns out has been crudely converted into an office that James uses. If she’d wanted to, Hollie could have been hiding in any one of these. No-one would have known.

But why would she hide? Searching each area meticulously takes most of the morning but uncovers nothing. In the stable block are unpacked boxes and old furniture, damp and coated with dust. James’s office is no tidier. When he shows us in, he has the same uncomfortable look I saw last night.

‘Hollie rarely comes in here.’ He pauses, frowning. ‘Have you spoken to her friend yet? Niamh Buckley?’

‘Not yet.’ My eyes scan the books and papers piled messily on the shelves. ‘I’ll go round there later when she’s back from school.’

‘The schools are closed.’ Clearly beside himself with worry, he speaks abruptly. ‘There’s too much black ice – the roads are dangerous.’

I hadn’t known, but given the freezing temperatures, it makes sense. ‘Did Hollie and Niamh go to the same school?’

‘No.’ He speaks tersely. ‘Niamh goes to a private school outside the village. But all the closures were announced on the radio earlier.’

‘I see. I will talk to Niamh, Mr Hampton,’ I try to reassure him. ‘Just as soon as I’ve finished here.’

*

It’s an hour later when I turn into the Buckleys’ drive. On first appearance, it’s clear they live in one of the grander houses in the village. Grey and imposing behind the frost-covered garden, it looks stark and unwelcoming. There are no lights on, no signs of life inside, until a sudden movement catches my eye. Framed in an upstairs window, I see a face.

Niamh

The arctic air clings on, lowering temperatures and producing a fine layer of snow to carpet the ground, while freezing fog blankets out the sun, so that the world is silent for a few days, wrapped in bone-chilling cold. With the roads too icy to be safe, my school is closed.

After pulling on layers of warm clothes, I go for a walk through the village, thinking of a hundred places Hollie would have run off to – like her mother’s grave, or with one of her school friends. As I think of her out in this cold, tears fill my eyes.

There are no lights in any of the windows. Even Ida Jones’s cottage is in darkness. It’s as though the village has descended into an eternal night. Then as I pass some of the villagers on the other side of the road, I realise. Anyone who isn’t at work is probably helping look for Hollie.