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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

The words I’ve spent most of the afternoon rehearsing evaporate as I turn to face him. ‘You’re a fucking liar, Andrew. It wasn’t James you were meeting in the pub the other night. It was your lover. Don’t try to lie your way out of this. I’ve worked it out. While James’s life has been going down the pan, you’ve been fucking his wife.’

Chapter Twenty-Four

Elise

‘Me and Stephanie? You really are insane.’ Andrew’s voice is patronising. ‘You need to go back to the specialist, Elise. Maybe there’s something he can give you.’

I recognise the first warning sign. Usually it gives way to anger, and if I don’t back down now, he’ll do whatever it takes to make sure I do. But I’m not backing down when it’s so clearly Andrew who’s in the wrong here. ‘She called the landline. Your lovers usually do, Andrew. Did you know that? Oh, of course you do,’ I say sarcastically. ‘Silly Elise. It’s you who puts them up to it, isn’t it? Anyway, this time I wrote the number down, and this afternoon I called it.’ It takes all my strength to hold his gaze. I won’t let him get to me. ‘As you’d expect, it went to voicemail.’

A woman’s voice. ‘Please leave a message.’ Four words, but it’s all you need when it’s a voice you know.

It’s bad enough to put a face to the mystery woman Andrew’s been screwing. But to know that I tried to befriend her, to know that she’s now dead after crashing her car … With each passing second, more is becoming clear in my brain. Hollie’s comings and goings here; her agitation, hardly surprising given her father’s problems, while her stepmother was shagging Andrew. ‘But it got complicated, didn’t it, because Hollie found out.’

Poor Hollie, carrying the weight of it alone.

Instead of blustering his way out of it, he shakes his head. ‘This is ridiculous, Elise. Yes, I’ve been seeing someone. It isn’t a secret. Hardly surprising when you’re so cold towards me.’

Andrew’s done this before, twisting the truth, making his behaviour my responsibility. Even so, his audacity is breath-taking. ‘I’m not in the habit of sleeping with men who shag around,’ I say curtly. ‘And we’re talking about Stephanie, not me. Maybe it was Hollie who slashed your tyres. Maybe she’d found out.’ I shake my head. ‘God knows you deserved it.’ He’d better hope the police don’t make the connection. It would make him a suspect in Hollie’s murder.

Andrew’s silent for a moment. ‘That girl had problems. Hardly surprising given her background.’

I stare at him. It’s a staggering example of the way Andrew thinks. ‘How can you say that, Andrew?’