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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Mercifully, the hospital car park is quiet, but it’s too early for visiting hours. I stop in reception to find out which ward Elise is in and as I start walking in that direction, my phone buzzes. It’s the DI. I know I should answer it, but I let it go to voicemail instead.

Elise is in a small room with two other women. Her back is to me as I walk towards her bed and I pause a few steps away. ‘Elise?’

I watch her shoulders stiffen, and as she turns I see the full extent of her injuries. Her face is red, bruised, and bloody; one of her eyes swollen, half-closed.

‘Oh, God …’ I’m horrified. Going closer, I pull a chair up. ‘What happened?’

‘I fell.’ She mutters the words and her eyes turn away from me.

It’s impossible to believe that her injuries came from a fall. It looks as though she’s been punched in the face, and definitely more than once. Wondering where else she’s been hit, I don’t say anything for a moment. ‘Elise?’ Leaning towards her, I speak gently. ‘Did Andrew do this to you?’

I watch shock wash across her face as she looks at me, her eyes filled with fear. ‘No. You mustn’t say that. He’ll kill me.’

As I look at her, memories are dredged up from a past I’d rather forget; memories of a time when I lived in fear, when I wanted to die rather than face another day with the man who abused me. ‘I know,’ I tell her softly. ‘I know what it’s like to be where you are. It happened to me, too. You can’t stay, Elise. You have to leave him.’

As her eyes meet mine, they’re filled with pain. Then, as her head rolls sideways, she utters one word. ‘Niamh.’

In that instant, I understand what’s happening. She believes she’s protecting her daughter.

‘You’re frightened about what will happen to Niamh if you leave?’ When she nods, I go on. ‘We can find you somewhere safe, where Andrew won’t be able to get to either of you. Think about it …’ I pause. ‘Was this why you tried to call me?’ I ask. But as I speak, her eyes widen as they stare past me.

‘Go,’ she whispers, desperation written across her face. ‘Please …’

Turning around, I see the cause of her fear.

‘Good morning, Detective Sergeant. How unexpected.’ Standing just a few feet away, Andrew Buckley speaks with cold calm.