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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Clouds were rolling across the sky, threatening rain, and the woods were dark under the canopy of branches as we followed the path that looped around the edge of the village. It took fifteen minutes for us to reach the house Hollie wanted me to see.

‘Where are we?’ I looked around for somewhere I recognised.

‘Your house is over there.’ Hollie pointed towards some trees.

Squinting, I followed her gaze, unable to see it, taking her word for it.

‘Stay here, Niamh. I won’t be a minute.’ She hurried around the front to check the drive before coming back.

‘No-one’s home.’

I followed her across the garden to a window and we peered through it, seeing a small room that looked like someone’s office, with photos on the desk. Photos of young girls. Then she told me what she’d been keeping from me and everyone else, and made me swear on my life never to tell anyone.

‘Everyone has secrets, Niamh. And now, mine is one of yours.’

*

Knowing, even now, I can’t go back on the promise I made her, I give the police a slightly looser version of the truth. ‘She made me walk a long way to this house that belonged to someone she didn’t know. But that was it.’ It seems an age ago that it happened, but that’s how it feels when someone dies. It’s the difference between life with and without; before and after.

‘Where was the house?’ DS May’s voice is sharp, her pen poised, ready to write it down.

I look at her blankly. ‘Through the woods somewhere.’

‘Was it Park House?’

‘Park House?’ I glance at my mother.

‘Up Greyfriars Lane, Niamh.’ My mother’s voice is quiet. ‘One of the bigger houses – where the Marinos live.’

I’ve seen that house – when I’ve been out with Hollie. I shake my head.

Then DS May asks, ‘Would you be able to take us the way you went with Hollie?’

Can I remember the twisting path Hollie took? ‘I’m not sure I could.’

‘It’s really important, Niamh. If I come with you, could we try to find it?’

Chapter Nineteen

Elise

Unfortunately, DS May hasn’t finished. She’s frowning as she fiddles with her pen. ‘Niamh, you told us before that Hollie used to go into other people’s properties.’

Niamh nods. ‘She didn’t do any harm. She just walked around.’

‘Did the two of you go anywhere else in the village?’

As Niamh’s pale cheeks tinge with pink, shock washes over me. After the forged email to the school, what else don’t I know about my daughter?