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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

‘Can you remember where you were the day Hollie died?’

I gasp. Am I a suspect? Suddenly my mind is racing.

‘The date was Wednesday the 4th of February.’

‘OK.’ The date’s engrained in my mind. ‘I think I was at work – on a flight. I’ll have to check where I went.’

‘If you wouldn’t mind?’

My feeling of uncertainty grows stronger as I get my phone, logging into the crew portal before bringing up my flight schedule. ‘I went to Athens.’

Making a note, she nods before going on. ‘I wondered if you knew Niamh was with Hollie the day before she disappeared?’

Shaking my head, I frown at her. ‘You must be mistaken. It isn’t possible. She would have been at school.’ But I was flying that day, too, and can’t be certain. ‘I’ve always trusted that she goes to school – I’ve no reason not to. There’s a portal parents can access that records attendance, but I haven’t checked it recently. I didn’t have any reason to, though it’s possible I missed a call from the school – I switch my phone off while I’m working.’

The expression on DS May’s face is grave. ‘We have reason to believe that Niamh took the day off. We’ve checked with the school. According to them, you emailed the office to tell them she had a dental appointment.’

As I stare at her, I feel my grip on reality loosen.

‘Did you email the school, Mrs Buckley?’

In that moment, I’m paralysed, torn between needing to protect Niamh from whatever Hollie might have been involved in and telling the truth. Except that the truth is I don’t know where Niamh was that day. My voice is hoarse. ‘I can’t be sure. I’d have to check the calendar … Maybe the school made a mistake. Did they say if she’d missed any other days?’

To my relief, she says, ‘To the best of our knowledge, this was the only one, which makes it all the more important. Did Hollie have some kind of hold over your daughter? Enough to make her take a day off school, for whatever reason?’

‘I wouldn’t have put it like that. I think it’s best if I talk to Niamh.’

DS May and Sergeant Collins glance at each other. ‘She’s usually home around four, isn’t she? Would you mind if we wait?’

Niamh

When I get off the bus, I look for the cat as always, but I haven’t seen him since the day Hollie disappeared. Back home, I think about turning around and going somewhere else – anywhere else – when I see the police car parked on the drive outside my house and my mother standing at the kitchen window. Seeing me, she raises a hand.