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Chapters (80)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Debbie Howells
  3. Readers gave The Vow five stars …
  4. Dedication
  5. Niamh
  6. Chapter One
  7. Niamh
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Niamh
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Niamh
  13. Chapter Five
  14. Niamh
  15. Chapter Six
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Chapter Eight
  18. Chapter Nine
  19. Niamh
  20. Chapter Ten
  21. Chapter Eleven
  22. Niamh
  23. Chapter Twelve
  24. Chapter Thirteen
  25. Chapter Fourteen
  26. Chapter Fifteen
  27. Niamh
  28. Chapter Sixteen
  29. Chapter Seventeen
  30. Chapter Eighteen
  31. Niamh
  32. Chapter Nineteen
  33. Chapter Twenty
  34. Chapter Twenty-One
  35. Chapter Twenty-Two
  36. Niamh
  37. Chapter Twenty-Three
  38. Chapter Twenty-Four
  39. Chapter Twenty-Five
  40. Chapter Twenty-Six
  41. Niamh
  42. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  43. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  44. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  45. Niamh
  46. Chapter Thirty
  47. Chapter Thirty-One
  48. Chapter Thirty-Two
  49. Chapter Thirty-Three
  50. Chapter Thirty-Four
  51. Niamh
  52. Chapter Thirty-Five
  53. Chapter Thirty-Six
  54. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  55. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  56. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  57. Chapter Forty
  58. Chapter Forty-One
  59. Niamh
  60. Chapter Forty-Two
  61. Chapter Forty-Three
  62. Niamh
  63. Chapter Forty-Four
  64. Chapter Forty-Five
  65. Chapter Forty-Six
  66. Niamh
  67. Chapter Forty-Seven
  68. Chapter Forty-Eight
  69. Chapter Forty-Nine
  70. Niamh
  71. Chapter Fifty
  72. Niamh
  73. Chapter Fifty-One
  74. Chapter Fifty-Two
  75. Niamh
  76. Keep Reading …
  77. Acknowledgements
  78. About the Author
  79. Also by Debbie Howells
  80. About the Publisher

Seeing her body start to shake, I go over and put an arm around her, both of us standing there watching a flurry of snowflakes in the glow of the outside light. ‘I don’t know. It’s only been four days. Most likely she’s at someone’s house somewhere, if she’s run away.’ I break off because no-one knows for sure where Hollie is and because in these freezing temperatures if she’s without shelter, the more time that passes, the more worrying her absence becomes.

‘I’m scared.’ Niamh’s voice trembles as she wraps skinny arms around her body. ‘I want to know where she is.’

‘I know.’ I feel exactly the same. ‘How do you and Hollie usually keep in touch?’

‘Messenger,’ Niamh says briefly. ‘Sometimes Instagram. But, you know … Mostly, she just turns up.’

‘Yes.’ That’s exactly how it is with Hollie. She’ll just arrive, unplanned, staying a few minutes or a few hours. ‘Listen, I know you’re worried. We all are. But the police are doing everything they can.’ I place an arm around her shoulders. ‘She’ll be OK. We have to believe that she will turn up.’

But it’s getting less likely. And not all missing teenagers are found. The headline I read on one of my last flights comes back to me. Only Ten Per Cent of People are Good. If it’s anywhere near accurate, it’s a chilling assessment of humanity and what it’s capable of. People can be cruel and ruthless, thinking only of their own needs, while too many lives are cut short for the most hideous reasons. I swallow, not liking how that makes me feel. Right now, Hollie’s life could be in anyone’s hands.

Chapter Eleven

Jo

And so it goes on, officers knocking on doors throughout the village and searching gardens, woods, fields, and farmyards; finding nothing of any significance.

After leaving the Buckleys’ house, I turn to Emerson. ‘Everyone’s hinting – though no-one’s actually saying – that something was going on with Hollie. What Elise Buckley said, about her missing school and coming around to their house upset. Then Niamh Buckley saying how Hollie often didn’t want to talk about things … If she’s telling the truth, that is.’ I’m thoughtful for a moment. ‘We’re talking about a teenaged girl who lost her mother and whose relationship with her stepmother is adequate, though it doesn’t sound like it’s any stronger than that. It sounds like Hollie’s emotionally fragile.’ I think back to her photograph, and to Stephanie Hampton’s assessment of Hollie as a tortured soul. ‘We need to talk to more of the villagers. In places like this, it’s impossible to keep secrets. Someone somewhere will know something.’