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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

The Knot – her third book – had been published a month before. It was the story of Maxine, happily married to Nigel, both of them hoping for a child. Then, out of the blue, she falls ill. Very ill. She has a year – maybe two – to live. Maxine is forced to assess her true priorities and realizes – to her surprise – that her husband is not one of them. She does not want to spend her final year with a man she does not love.

Her husband, however, does not agree. He is glad, though, to know what she truly feels about him.

Because it turns out he is not what he seems, and neither is her diagnosis. Someone is weaving a knot about her and it will not be easy to disentangle herself.

It had been well reviewed and she had been asked to come to a large bookshop in Manchester to do a reading. She was reluctant; the readings she had done in the past had been sparsely attended, but the shop owner said she expected quite a few to be there, so she had decided to accept.

And it had been worth it. There were about fifty people there and most of them had bought a book for her to sign. She worked through the queue of people until there was just one person left. She looked at him, and realized his face was familiar.

It took her a moment to place him, and then he spoke.

‘I was waiting till the end. So we could talk.’ He took out a small, hand-bound book from the pocket of his trench coat. ‘I’ve got another book out too.’

‘I remember you,’ she said. ‘You’re a poet, right? You came to a reading when my first book was out.’

A wide grin spread across his face. ‘I gave you my first book. We swapped. Did you read my poems?’

She hadn’t – when she got home she had taken the book he had given her out of her bag and put it down on a shelf and hadn’t seen it since, but she wasn’t about to say that, so she told him, ‘I really enjoyed it.’

‘Which was your favourite? Of my poems?’

‘Gosh,’ she said. ‘I don’t know. I did enjoy them, though.’

He flinched, his left eye twitching. ‘You don’t have a favourite?’

‘It was a long time ago,’ Annabelle said. ‘I don’t remember all that well. I barely remember what I read last week! But I do remember enjoying them.’ He didn’t look convinced and she decided to change the subject. ‘Which is your favourite?’

‘Of my poems?’

‘Yes. Do you have one you like the most?’

‘“The Nightingale”,’ he said. ‘It’s about a beautiful bird trapped in a cage which is eventually set free.’ He leaned over the desk. ‘It’s a bit like your new book.’

‘I suppose so,’ Annabelle said. ‘Have you read it?’