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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

He had offered to take photos; he had an interest in photography and an expensive camera, and had been snapping away throughout the ceremony.

‘Sure,’ Matt said.

‘I’ll round them up. You go and stand by the fireplace.’

Matt walked over. By the time he reached the fireplace, the others were on their way.

‘Matt and Annie in the middle,’ Mike said. ‘Guy, you stand next to Annie and Miriam, and Tessa, you stand by Matt.’

Matt unclipped the baby carrier and took Norman out. He held him facing the camera. Mike took a few shots, then rotated the bezel of the lens and moved a few steps back. He took some more, then moved to the side.

‘How about one with Annabelle holding Norman? And then Miriam, Tessa and Guy?’

Matt passed Norman to Annabelle and Mike took more photos. Then Miriam and Tessa had their turn.

‘Only Guy left,’ Mike said. Guy held out his hands and Tessa handed Norman to him. He held him away from his body, his hands under Norman’s armpits.

‘Here,’ Matt said. ‘Put him in the crook of your elbow.’

Guy held Norman a little closer. He was stiff and awkward. ‘Not my strong suit,’ he said. ‘I like babies, but I don’t have much experience. It’s weird. You don’t know how to hold them.’

‘It comes easily,’ Matt said. ‘I had no idea before he was born, but you soon pick it up.’

‘You’re a natural,’ Guy said. ‘That’s obvious. You were made to be a dad. I could see that from the start.’ He paused, and looked over Matt’s shoulder. He gave him a warning glance. ‘Someone wants to say hi,’ he said, his forehead creased in a frown.

Matt turned to see what had caught his attention. At first he didn’t recognize her. She was very thin and her hair was short, but after a few seconds he realized who it was.

‘Lindsey,’ he said. ‘Hi.’

‘I wanted to come and say congratulations,’ she said. Her voice was slurred and her eyes were unfocused. It was obvious she was extremely drunk. Matt glanced at his watch. It was half past three in the afternoon.

‘Thank you,’ he said.

‘I’m so pleased for you,’ she said. The words were hard to make out. ‘I always knew you’d have a good life.’

‘Again, thanks,’ Matt said.

‘You got everything you wanted.’ She swayed as she looked at him. ‘Better off without me, weren’t you? You were right to get rid of me. I’m a fucking hot mess.’ Her voice rose at the end and more than a few heads turned to look.

Annabelle was standing with Miriam. She came over to Matt and put her hand on his back.

‘Hi,’ she said. ‘I’m Annabelle.’

‘I know who you are,’ Lindsey said. ‘And I want to say congratulations to you too.’