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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

It’s OK, she said, and hunched her shoulders over. I don’t take up much space.

His mum looked up from the boot, where she was stuffing boxes of quick-cook pasta into every available crevice.

Lindsey, she said slowly. I think it’s better for Matt to be able to focus on getting settled. And you had a chance to say goodbye last night.

Lindsey looked at Matt. What do you think? she said.

He’d said the only thing he could. He didn’t want a shouting match outside the house, after all.

I’d love you to come.

She smiled, and clambered into the car, making a space for herself in the middle seat, pillows and duvets spilling around her.

The drive had seemed to last an age. Lindsey stared ahead; his parents maintained a stony silence. He just sat there, wishing it was all over.

At least now they were there, and he was closer to the end of this. He walked over to his parents. ‘There’s someone called Carla over there. She’s going to show me to the room. I’ll be back in a sec.’

As he approached the students they all smiled at him. ‘Hi,’ he said, looking at them in turn and feeling like he was going to die of shame. ‘Carla?’

A tall girl wearing grey sweatpants and a rugby shirt smiled at him. ‘That’s me.’ She had a strong Liverpool accent. ‘What’s your name?’

‘Matt.’ He looked at the envelope. ‘I’m in Chamberlain Hall. Room 418.’

‘All right,’ she said. ‘Come with me.’

They walked by a small lake towards a large, grey building.

‘That’s Chamberlain,’ Carla said. ‘I lived in Shackleton my first year.’

She was on his left; Lindsey was on his right, holding his hand. His parents were behind them.

‘What year are you now?’

‘Third. I’m doing English. What about you?’

‘Law.’

‘Cool.’ She turned to Lindsey. ‘Are you a student?’

Lindsey waited a long time before answering. ‘Not here.’

Carla’s eyes flickered to his, her forehead creasing in a slight frown. ‘Which uni are you at?’

Lindsey gave a little shake of the head and didn’t reply.

‘Linz is still at sixth form college,’ Matt said. ‘She’s got another year to go.’

‘Oh,’ Carla said. ‘I see. Anyway, we’re nearly there. We can go in this door.’

They walked into an entrance hall. There were posters on the wall and a row of small letter boxes.

‘For the post,’ Carla said. She nodded towards a set of stairs. ‘You’re on the fourth floor.’ She looked at Lindsey. ‘I’ll leave you to it. It’s easy enough to find.’

There was an edge to her tone. Matt made eye contact with her. ‘Thanks,’ he said. ‘For bringing us over here. I really appreciate it.’

She smiled. ‘No problem. See you around.’