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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

She studied him. It was clear that something was wrong. This was not the Guy she knew; he was urbane, intelligent, kind. This person was unhinged. It was possible he had experienced a trauma she didn’t know about which had left him like this, or he had suffered a breakdown of huge proportions.

Whatever it was, she couldn’t think of him as harmless old Guy. Not now. Not until he was better.

Until then she had to treat him like he was dangerous. Which, the pain in her shoulder constantly reminded her, meant going along with him.

‘Yes,’ she said. ‘I’m glad.’

‘Glad?’ he said. ‘Only, I thought you’d be more than that. Ecstatic. After what you’ve been through.’

‘I am,’ she said. ‘I said glad, but I meant delighted.’

He sat next to her on the bed and put his arm around her shoulder. He rested a hand on her thigh and she flinched away. ‘I’m so happy to be near you.’

She shifted so their hips weren’t touching. ‘Me too,’ she said.

His eyes narrowed, and he moved closer to her. ‘Good,’ he said.

She felt an intense discomfort at the touch of his hip. It was far too intimate. She didn’t want to antagonize him, but she had to break the contact, or she was worried she might be sick.

She shuffled away. ‘Sorry,’ she said. ‘It’s – I need some space.’

He nodded. ‘I understand. It’s too soon. That’s understandable. And we have all the time in the world.’ He smiled, reassuringly. ‘All the time. He’ll never find you here. I made sure of that. You’re safe now. You’ve got everything you ever wanted.’

Her head spun. Safe? From what? From Matt? She tried to piece it all together. He had said it was her idea, that she had made him do this, that these were shared plans.

That she wanted to be here, was safe here, as though she was running from something.

But she had no idea what he was talking about. There was nothing in her life she wanted to flee; quite the opposite. And as for the fact that she’d made him do it – that was simply ridiculous. She had never told Guy that she needed him to kidnap her kids and then exchange them for her. Why would she?

But he believed it, and she needed to know what he thought and why or she would never get out of this mess.

Which meant swallowing her fear and playing along, for now.

‘Guy,’ she said. ‘How did you know what I’d been through? I mean, we never talked about it.’

He raised his eyebrows in an exaggerated, theatrical gesture that said, Are you crazy?

‘We didn’t talk about it, but you told me everything. More than you could have by talking. I mean, come on, Annabelle. I can’t even believe you’re asking.’