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Chapters (172)
  1. Dedication
  2. PART ONE
  3. Saturday, 7 March 2020
  4. Matt
  5. 2
  6. 3
  7. Matt
  8. Annabelle
  9. 2
  10. Matt
  11. Annabelle
  12. Annabelle
  13. PART TWO
  14. Late July 2004
  15. September 2004, Birmingham University
  16. 2
  17. 3
  18. 4
  19. 5
  20. 6
  21. 7
  22. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 8.30 p.m.
  23. 2
  24. Annabelle
  25. 2
  26. Birmingham, October 2004
  27. 2
  28. 3
  29. 4
  30. 5
  31. Saturday, 7 March 2020, 10.00 p.m.
  32. Annabelle
  33. Birmingham, November 2004
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. 7
  40. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4 a.m.
  41. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.03 a.m.
  42. 2
  43. Birmingham, December 2006
  44. 2
  45. 3
  46. 4
  47. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.15 a.m.
  48. Annabelle
  49. Grappenhall Library, 2009
  50. 2
  51. 3
  52. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.45 a.m.
  53. Matt
  54. 2
  55. Chester, 2011
  56. 2
  57. 3
  58. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 2 p.m.
  59. Annabelle
  60. Summer 2012
  61. 2
  62. 3
  63. 4
  64. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 4.55 p.m.
  65. 2
  66. Summer 2012
  67. Late Summer 2012: Wedding Day
  68. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.31 p.m.
  69. Annabelle
  70. 2013 Christening
  71. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.35 p.m.
  72. 2013: Christening Party
  73. 2
  74. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.41 p.m.
  75. Matt
  76. Annabelle
  77. 2014
  78. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.44 p.m.
  79. Annabelle
  80. PART THREE
  81. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 5.50 p.m.
  82. Annabelle
  83. Matt
  84. Annabelle
  85. Matt
  86. Annabelle
  87. Wynne
  88. Matt
  89. Sunday, 8 March 2020, 6.40 p.m.
  90. 2
  91. Annabelle
  92. Monday, 9 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  93. Matt
  94. Wynne
  95. Annabelle
  96. Wynne
  97. 2
  98. Matt
  99. 2
  100. Annabelle
  101. Matt
  102. Wynne
  103. 2
  104. Matt
  105. Wynne
  106. 2
  107. Annabelle
  108. 2
  109. Wynne
  110. Annabelle
  111. 2
  112. 1
  113. 2
  114. Matt
  115. Wynne
  116. 2
  117. Wynne
  118. Matt
  119. Annabelle
  120. Annabelle
  121. 2
  122. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 7 a.m.
  123. 2
  124. Annabelle
  125. Annabelle
  126. 2
  127. Matt
  128. Tuesday, 10 March 2020, 6 p.m.
  129. Annabelle
  130. Finn
  131. Annabelle
  132. Finn
  133. Wynne
  134. 1
  135. 2
  136. Wynne
  137. Wednesday, 11 March 2020, 8 a.m.
  138. Finn
  139. 2
  140. Annabelle
  141. Wynne
  142. PC Gibb
  143. 2
  144. Wynne
  145. Annabelle
  146. Annabelle
  147. Wynne
  148. Matt
  149. Annabelle
  150. Annabelle
  151. 2
  152. Wynne
  153. 2
  154. Annabelle
  155. Annabelle
  156. Wynne
  157. Annabelle
  158. PC Jessie Chalmers
  159. 2
  160. 3
  161. 4
  162. Annabelle
  163. Wynne
  164. Matt
  165. Read on for a sneak peek of Alex Lake’s new novel, coming 2021 …
  166. Early Summer, 2020
  167. Chapter One
  168. Keep Reading …
  169. Acknowledgements
  170. About the Author
  171. Also by Alex Lake
  172. About the Publisher

She couldn’t remember the name, but it was pretty remote, she remembered him telling her that. They had met in London for lunch around that time, when one of her books was coming out, and he had explained how restful it was to have a bolthole to escape to when the pressures of the job and the city got on top of him.

What pressures? she had wanted to say. You try having kids and a family and bills to pay and trying to write novels.

She hadn’t. She didn’t want to be accused of complaining, so she had murmured how lovely. Now she wished she had told him what she actually thought.

‘Guy,’ she said. ‘Why would I be glad?’

He smiled that uncertain smile.

‘You know,’ he said. ‘You know why I’m doing this, and if you know that, then you know why you should be glad.’

‘I don’t,’ she said. ‘I have no idea. But whatever it is, it’s over. I’m going home to my family.’

In an odd way it was almost a relief it was Guy. It might be scary and weird, but it was Guy. She’d known him since she was fourteen. He was – at least he had been – a known quantity. There was nothing for her to be afraid of. If it had been a crazed psychopath, that would have been different. But it was Guy. A friend. He had screwed up somehow, but she could handle him. She could reach him.

And she knew he would not hurt her, not really hurt her. He didn’t have it in him. He couldn’t, or she would have seen it over the years. You couldn’t hide something that big for that long. No one could.

So she was going to leave. She was going to walk past him and leave this room and this house and this nightmare. And he would not stop her.

She walked towards him. He held up his hands and his lips twitched. ‘Annabelle,’ he began, ‘I don’t th—’

She tried to push past him and he grabbed her by the elbow and twisted. The pain bloomed through her shoulder and she screamed.

He increased the pressure.

‘Guy!’ she gasped. ‘No. That hurts.’

‘Annabelle. I don’t think you understand.’ Still holding her elbow, he pushed her back into the middle of the room. ‘You can’t leave.’

He levered her down until she was sitting on the end of the bed.

‘And you don’t want to leave,’ he said.

‘I do,’ she said. ‘I do.’

‘No, you don’t. More to the point, Annabelle, you wanted this. It’s your idea, Annabelle. You don’t need to pretend any more.’

‘Pretend what, Guy?’

‘That you don’t know what this is about.’

‘I don’t.’

The frantic look in his eyes grew wilder. He licked his lips. ‘Annabelle—’