Chapters (58)
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- Contents
- Copyright
- Important Note:
- ~ Ground Zero ~
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- ~ Absolutely ~
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- ~ Someone To Feed It ~
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- ~ I’ve Got You Now ~
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- ~ Him ~
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- ~ As I Fall ~
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- ~ The Luckiest Girl In The World ~
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Two Months Later
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Six Months Later
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Acknowledgments
- Also by WS Greer
My mouth drops open as the definition of the acronym comes to me. This is where shit gets deep. CNC is consensual non-consent, also known as rape play. This is the ultimate test of trust, because the only thing keeping this kink from becoming actual rape is the use of the safe word.
“I want to make something clear,” Nas says, cutting off my train of thought like he already knows what I’m thinking. “As I’ve said before, this is what I do, Alina. This is who I am, and I take everything we’re discussing to heart. Your safety is of the utmost importance to me, and I would never take advantage of your trust. I have never, and will never ignore the use of the safe word. Ever. If you feel uncomfortable at any time during any scene we’re into and feel the need to stop, use the safe word and I will stop immediately every single time with no hesitation. When you use the safe word, it all comes to an immediate screeching halt. If you're bound, I will untie everything. If you're blindfolded, I will give you your sight back. No matter what we’re doing, everything always stops with the safe word, and I will never shame you for using it. What we’re going to do is extreme, I will never shame you for being apprehensive or needing more time to prepare. That’s my most sacred and solemn promise to you. I want to make sure you know that. You understand?”
I pinch my lips together and nod. “I understand, and thank you. I really appreciate that. With that being said, I’ll say no limit, but only after we’ve discussed it so that I can mentally prepare. I don't want to be caught completely off guard. Is that okay?”
“It’s absolutely okay,” Nas answers, followed by another moment of silence.
I rack my brain trying to think if there are any more kinks he could ask me about. I know some people are into play with bodily fluids, but I assume since Nas didn’t ask, he’s not into that, which is perfect because anything with bodily fluids would be a hard limit for me anyway. I think we’ve covered it all. All that’s left now is to act.
“So, what’s next?” I ask. I lean back against the bookshelf waiting for Nas to make a move, but he doesn't. He looks at me like he’s truly interested in how to begin. We’ve covered all our bases, and he’s ready to play. Good. So am I.