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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

‘Prick,’ I mutter, adjusting my leather jacket. I didn’t think I’d said it loud enough for Mr Moreno to hear, but he turns to me with a fierce frown that lets me know that he doesn’t think it’s a proportional response. Now it’s my turn to apologise, which is deeply unfair given that I nearly just died. I mutter one anyway, which he acknowledges with a nod before ushering my classmates who gathered to see what’s going on towards the gangway that leads to the boat.

‘You OK?’ Adara asks as we follow, albeit with less enthusiasm.

I nod and she knows me well enough to leave it at that.

My legs are still shaking as we walk over to where everyone is gathered in a horseshoe around Mr Moreno at the foot of the gangway, his face back to its normal colour. He must have been waiting for us, because when Adara and I stop, lingering at the back, he holds his hands up. ‘I know we’re all excited to learn about the marvel of renewable energy.’ There’s a collective groan, which he ignores. ‘But you’re representing Whitehawk High School this afternoon, so please try to remember that, OK?’

He tilts his head and raises his eyebrows at Dan McCarthy, who looks back at me and laughs.

‘Ignore him,’ Adara tells me as Mr Moreno claps his hands and turns to lead the way up the narrow gangway towards the waiting boat. ‘You know what Dan’s like.’

‘He’s kind of hard to ignore when he’s trying to throw me in the sea, Ad.’

‘I know, but he only does this stuff because he fancies you. You know what boys are like. That’s how they show their affection.’

‘He’s not my type,’ I remind her with a sour smile.

She laughs. ‘He doesn’t know that, though, does he?’

‘First of all.’ I stop to smooth the palms of my hands over my scalp, trying to tame the fine hair that has escaped from my ponytail thanks to Dan’s grand romantic gesture. ‘He doesn’t fancy me, he’s an asshole. And even if he did, we’re sixteen, Ad. Aren’t we beyond boys pulling our pigtails in the playground?’

She goes quiet and when the skin between her precisely drawn eyebrows pinches, I know that she’s asking herself whether all the boys who teased us over the years, who tried to pull off her hijab and told us that we smelt like curry, were just ‘showing their affection’ or if they were assholes, like Dan.