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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

My reluctance, however, is less to do with where we’re going, rather, how we’re getting there.

‘Listen, yeah,’ Adara says, stopping to reach for another crisp and pointing it at me. ‘I know you don’t like open water, babe, but it’ll be fine. I promise. We’ll sail to the wind farm, look at the turbines, marvel in the energy of the future and sail back.’ I obviously don’t look convinced because she adds, ‘What’s the worst that can happen?’

That question is answered as soon as we arrive at the Marina and Dan McCarthy runs up behind me. He must have overheard us talking because he picks me up and threatens to throw me into the sea. I shriek, telling him to let go of me as I try to kick him, but he just laughs and asks me if I want to go for a swim. I’m aware of Adara shouting at him, but that just makes him laugh harder as he holds me over the sea wall, the waves so close it’s as though they’re reaching up to lick the soles of my DMs.

Mercifully, Mr Moreno intervenes, marching over to where he has me dangling. ‘Daniel McCarthy! Put Ashana down right now!’ Mr Moreno never raises his voice, which I almost admire, given that he has to keep a classful of sixteen year olds engaged through double chemistry on a Friday afternoon when our only concern is what we’re doing at the weekend. It works, though, because Dan lifts me back over the edge of the sea wall and puts me down.

Mr Moreno’s cheeks go from pink to red. ‘What were you doing, Daniel?’

‘We were just mucking around, Sir.’

We? I’m tempted to interject, but Year Eleven solidarity dictates that I never grass on a fellow classmate, even if they’re as annoying as Dan.

‘It didn’t seem like Ashana was in on the joke, though.’ Mr Moreno crosses his arms, waiting for me to agree. When I don’t, he gives up with a sharp sigh. ‘Apologise to Ashana. Now.’

‘Sorry,’ he says, trying to swallow back a laugh and failing.

Mr Moreno, clearly unimpressed with Dan’s lack of remorse, uncrosses his arms to raise his finger. ‘We’ll discuss this on Monday, Daniel. I want to see you in my office at eight o’clock, do you understand?’ I can tell Dan wants to object – eight o’clock on a Monday morning! – but he thinks better of it and nods instead. ‘Now try to behave yourself for the rest of the afternoon. Do you think you can manage that?’

Dan grunts something I assume is yes then runs off to join his mates.