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Chapters (86)
  1. Title Page
  2. CONTENTS
  3. Love
  4. Before
  5. One
  6. ONE
  7. Two
  8. TWO
  9. Three
  10. THREE
  11. Four
  12. FOUR
  13. Five
  14. FIVE
  15. Six
  16. SIX
  17. Seven
  18. SEVEN
  19. Eight
  20. EIGHT
  21. Nine
  22. NINE
  23. Ten
  24. TEN
  25. Eleven
  26. ELEVEN
  27. After
  28. One
  29. ONE
  30. Two
  31. TWO
  32. Three
  33. THREE
  34. Four
  35. FOUR
  36. Five
  37. FIVE
  38. Six
  39. SIX
  40. Seven
  41. SEVEN
  42. Eight
  43. EIGHT
  44. Nine
  45. NINE
  46. Ten
  47. TEN
  48. Eleven
  49. ELEVEN
  50. Twelve
  51. TWELVE
  52. Thirteen
  53. THIRTEEN
  54. Fourteen
  55. FOURTEEN
  56. Fifteen
  57. FIFTEEN
  58. Sixteen
  59. SIXTEEN
  60. Seventeen
  61. SEVENTEEN
  62. Eighteen
  63. EIGHTEEN
  64. Nineteen
  65. NINETEEN
  66. Twenty
  67. TWENTY
  68. Twenty-One
  69. TWENTY-ONE
  70. Twenty-Two
  71. TWENTY-TWO
  72. Twenty-Three
  73. TWENTY-THREE
  74. Twenty-Four
  75. TWENTY-FOUR
  76. Twenty-Five
  77. TWENTY-FIVE
  78. Twenty-Six
  79. TWENTY-SIX
  80. Twenty-Seven
  81. TWENTY-SEVEN
  82. Twenty-Eight
  83. TWENTY-EIGHT
  84. Eleven Months Later
  85. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  86. Copyright

‘How come I’ve not seen any of them at the bookshop?’

‘They all have their own bookshop or café or whatever, depending on what area they cover.’

‘So there’s more than one Deborah?’

She chuckles, her eyes wide. ‘There’s only one Deborah.’

‘So why are they here?’

‘To celebrate the new reapers. We do it every year. It’s kind of like a Welcome to the Family thing.’

‘I thought you said that you aren’t allowed to draw attention to yourselves?’ I ask, wondering how a hundred reapers blasting music and dancing around a bonfire on the beach – a bonfire they’re not allowed to be having, by the way – isn’t drawing attention to themselves.

‘It’s Brighton.’ Dev waves her hand at me. ‘No one cares.’

I guess not. It certainly explains why some people are drinking. But that’s Brighton. People see a party and they want to join in, even if it’s snowing. They wouldn’t be so keen if they knew who they were dancing with.

‘Dev!’ I hear someone say and look back to find a girl walking towards us.

I say girl, but she’s older than us – eighteen, maybe nineteen. She grins at Dev and I’m taken aback for a moment. She looks so much like Adara. They have the same heart-shaped face, the same full, wide mouth and milky-tea-coloured skin. I’ve never seen Adara without her hijab. It’s so much a part of her that it hasn’t occurred to me to ask myself what her hair’s like beneath it. This girl’s hair is a bit longer than Dev’s but as dark as mine with the same thick, unruly waves. I’m a bit envious because it’s what I was going for when I was fourteen and cut all my hair off, except for the smooth, blunt fringe that stops halfway down her forehead, which shouldn’t suit her but does.

She jumps on Dev, throwing her arms around her with such enthusiasm, they almost fall over.

‘Is this Ash?’ the girl asks when she lets go and steps back.

Dev thumbs at me. ‘This is her.’

‘Hey!’ She grins at me this time. ‘Danica Daniels. Kiddie cancer.’

There’s something about the way she says it, like she’s telling me what school she goes to, that makes me hesitate when she holds out her hand.

I look down at it, then reach out and shake it carefully. ‘Kiddie cancer?’

‘Danica reaps children who have cancer,’ Dev explains with a solemn nod.

‘I thought you reaped the people who died in the way you did?’

‘We do. At first, anyway,’ Dev says. ‘But we can’t have four-year-old reapers running around, can we?’

I guess not.

I didn’t think about that.

‘I got promoted,’ Danica says with less enthusiasm this time.

‘To children with cancer? That’s a promotion?’