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Contents ( 127)
  1. I
  2. ELEVENTH, OR COOKED CREAM
  3. II
  4. INTERLUDE—THE DAY OF ACCIDENTS, OR HOW ELEVENTH CAME TO BE FIRST
  5. III
  6. THE ORACLE AND THE APPRENTICE
  7. IV
  8. THE WATERS SPEAK
  9. V
  10. OVERCOOKED AND DESPISED
  11. VI
  12. LIKE THE LEAPING OF FROGS
  13. VII
  14. INTERLUDE—ANOTHER MISFORTUNE
  15. VIII
  16. A SACK OF CABBAGES IN THE DARK
  17. IX
  18. NO WORDS
  19. X
  20. THE MORNING PERAMBULATION OF THE SHEPHERD, OR THE HAREBRAINED AIRMONGER
  21. XI
  22. TENDER MANDIBLES
  23. XII
  24. FUR
  25. XIII
  26. HEARTH
  27. XIV
  28. THE LIMBS OF ANTS AND BEETLES
  29. XV
  30. THE WAY A BEAR LICKS HER CUBS INTO SHAPE
  31. XVI
  32. WHAT ANIMAL?
  33. XVII
  34. TRUTHS, OR TWO WHEELS SHEEP CHEESE
  35. XVIII
  36. ALL-TOOTHY FUR
  37. XIX
  38. AN EMPTINESS ALMOST UNEMPTIED
  39. XX
  40. A DELICATE ANIMAL
  41. XXI
  42. AH, THERE YOU ARE
  43. XXII
  44. NEVER MIND WORDS AND MAGIC AND MEANT TO
  45. XXIII
  46. THE FLOWERS THAT BLOOM IN THE THICK MUCK OF PIGS
  47. XXIV
  48. THE ROUND GOODNESS OF EGG
  49. XXV
  50. JUST A LONE MALE
  51. XXVI
  52. INTERLUDE—AN INFESTATION IN THE PRIESTS’ LIBRARY
  53. XXVII
  54. INKY BEETLES OF TRUTH
  55. XXVIII
  56. LOVE MAKES HER LIGHT AS A LAMB
  57. XXIX
  58. THE PIGLETS GROW FASTER TO PLEASE HIM
  59. XXX
  60. A MOUNTAIN TO MAKE THE SOUND MM
  61. XXXI
  62. WITH SOOT LEFT FROM FLAMES
  63. XXXII
  64. ANOTHER PANCAKE, PERHAPS?
  65. XXXIII
  66. SLIPPERY FISH SCALES
  67. XXXIV
  68. INTERLUDE—A MASSAGE OF THE TOES AND A TONIC OF BEETROOT
  69. XXXV
  70. A FAT, FLABBY RAT IN ITS MOUTH
  71. XXXVI
  72. A LITTLE CLOUD
  73. XXXVII
  74. A LIE, A SEED OF UNCERTAINTY
  75. XXXVIII
  76. NOTHING-FULL
  77. XXXIX
  78. THE SMELL OF BIRDS IN THE AIR
  79. XL
  80. ONETWOTHREEFOURFIVESIX
  81. XLI
  82. THE KING GROWS TIRED OF HIS ACROBATS
  83. XLII
  84. A GREASY SHRIEK
  85. XLIII
  86. TSPTSP, OR THE VIOLENT NOISE OF NATURE
  87. XLIV
  88. THE FEELING OF TEETH IN HIS MOUTH
  89. XLV
  90. A TERRIFYING EAGERNESS, OR CURDS ROUNDING IN WHEY
  91. XLVI
  92. DORMICE, FLAMINGOES, HONEYCAKE, PLUMS
  93. XLVII
  94. SAUSAGE-GREASED FINGERS
  95. XLVIII
  96. ALL BELLY EMPTY AND FULL
  97. XLIX
  98. A PLATTER OF MEAT
  99. L
  100. EMPTY, EMPTY, EMPTY
  101. LI
  102. SOFT, FAT, AND GHOSTLY
  103. LII
  104. DRIP
  105. LIII
  106. THE NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING, OR TTHHHRRRP
  107. LIV
  108. THE UNPICKING
  109. LV
  110. A MIRAGE, A FEVER
  111. LVI
  112. HOW CURIOUS: A WAY IN
  113. LVII
  114. TOO-HASTY SEAMS
  115. LVIII
  116. HE LEAVES THE BONES
  117. LIX
  118. NO-LONGER-A-NO-LONGER-A-BOY-BOY-KING
  119. LX
  120. SHE SPEAKS! SHE SPEAKS!
  121. LXI
  122. WRRRR
  123. LXII
  124. INTERLUDE—FRAGMENTS AND EPHEMERA
  125. LXIII
  126. LIKE SLEEPING, LIKE DREAMING
  127. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Pfft,” the cynical boy snorted again, waving a shadowed arm. “You can’t do a thing.”

But even as Alba despaired, she felt a small damp palm slide into her hand. She glanced down. The little boy leaned into her.

More bodies shifted in the darkness. The smaller children settled themselves around her. One held a corner of her tunic. Another put a hand on her elbow. A third laid a set of sticky fingers across her foot.

“Do you know our future?” a soft voice asked. “Can you see?”

Alba peered through the dark. “I—” She paused, not wanting to lie. She squeezed the hand she was holding. “I will do everything I can to see you returned to your families.”

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The journey in the wagon was long. Under the canvas, the air grew heavier. The children, fatigued from fear and discomfort, drifted to sleep as night fell.

Alba did not sleep. Instead, being careful not to disturb the heads resting against her and the hands still clinging to her, she leaned as close as she could to the canvas. Through a gap, she watched the moonlit world pass by.

Would she really be able to persuade the king to let them go? She had thought so, but now, feeling the small, damp hand in her own, the question seemed more desperate.

Still. She was hopeful. She had seen her. At the market—she’d seen the heir. She was certain of it.

It wasn’t like a vision, Alba thought. It wasn’t like the whisperings in the cave or even the dream when she’d been swept through the waters to see the twins abandoned, but still she’d known the girl, recognized her—slight and wild-haired and wild-eyed. She’d been clutching a pelt, and that, too, seemed part of a truth Alba had already known. And the shepherd with the borrowed lampblack had been beside Alba pulling at the guard, and the shepherd’s startled wife had been restraining the girl, and the memory of the dusty toes hiding beneath the fleece, and the memory of the shepherd and his sheep when she’d seen the babes abandoned—it had all rushed through Alba at once. The shepherd, the babe, the abandonment—this girl. All those years of searching for knowledge of the twins, and there was the girl before her.

And there, too, had been the opportunity to save her at last. It had been not so much a decision as an understanding—immediate, all-encompassing: She must let the guard take her to keep the girl safe. Alba hadn’t even considered; she’d been ready to struggle, to run away from the guard and the market, but then she’d simply allowed him to take her. How could she do anything else?

But what of the twin? Alba, frowning, glanced at the sleeping heads about her. Where was the sibling? That was perhaps the one thing about the heir still worrying her. No, that was not the only worry. She was worried, too, about the girl’s father, the shepherd himself. He’d fallen trying to help her, and when she’d knelt by his side, he’d had the strangest look on his face. Twisted, distorted—it had seemed as though she was seeing him deep underwater. When she’d reached for him, he’d felt a long, cold way away. His lip had trembled; he’d tried to speak. Hurry, hurry, he might have said, or perhaps, I remember.